Chapter 298 Willing
Fei Cunyi felt that he had let Fang Piaolan know the truth that she was beyond help after being poisoned by the flying cone, so he said, "Don't say sorry to me. In fact, you are not sorry to me. Do you think a person can do what he likes at any time? I have the opportunity to do what I like, you should be happy for me, not to mention that this opportunity was given by you. If you have never had feelings for me, we will not get close to each other, and I will not have the opportunity to be with you today - being with you at this moment is what I like. It is a blessing for a person to be able to do what he likes. If you love this person, you should be happy that this person has the opportunity to do what he likes. You ask about the future... I will be with you in the future... forever..." Fei Cunyi said, first wiped away Fang Piaolan's tears, then wiped his own tears, smiled slightly, and said, "I just knew that I was beyond help after being poisoned by the flying cone, but I didn't tell you before."
Fang Piaolan was stunned when she heard Fei Cunyi's words. She had felt guilty for affecting Fei Cunyi's future, but now she realized that Fei Cunyi was not risking her future to save her, but her life. If she lost her life, there was no future for her.
Fei Cunyi still smiled and said calmly: "I will never be lonely again when I am with you."
Fang Piaolan gradually lowered her head, tears welling up again, her heart was torn, her soul was gnawed by guilt - she wished that lightning would strike her to death instantly. Suddenly, she trembled and muttered to herself: "I am a murderer! Not only did I kill myself, but I also killed the person I love the most... My weapon of killing is 'incompetence'! I am incompetent, I am useless! I don't know any martial arts, I have no ability, I can't even protect myself, let alone protect others! If I can't protect myself and others, why should I hurt others? I can die myself, why should I destroy the lives of others? 'Incompetence' is really the most lethal killing weapon, but can't it just kill me? My 'incompetence', why did I kill myself and others?!"
The more Fang Piaolan spoke, the more excited she became, and she became a little crazy as she spoke. Her body was shaking and her expression was extremely painful.
"Piaolan, calm down, calm down!" Fei Cunyi stopped smiling and put his hands on Fang Piaolan's shoulders to steady her, but he only stabilized her body; her panicked heart was still turbulent in the catastrophe.
Fei Cunyi suddenly became serious and said to Fang Piaolan: "Piaolan, look up at me!"
"I dare not look at the person who died in my hands...or the person I love...I dare not look...I can't look...I don't deserve to look..." Fang Piaolan struggled in endless pain.
Fei Cunyi held her face gently with his palms facing upwards, lifting her head up. His hands were filled with tears.
At a moment when she looked up, Fang Piaolan's eyes met Fei Cunyi's sincere eyes. When their eyes met, time seemed to stand still. Fang Piaolan's heart was like being washed by a spring that erupted instantly. She suddenly calmed down and was no longer crazy.
Fei Cunyi put down his hands that were holding her face, held her hands, stared into her eyes and said: "I am willing, and I have no regrets. Don't you understand again?"
(End of this chapter)
