Chapter 173 Confession
"Brother Mo Ying, you have been in the palace for so many years. You will leave soon, and it will be five years. I will be very sad if I can't see you." Yun Keyu had tears in her eyes when she said this. She continued, "I haven't decided whether to give you this purse as soon as possible, but today I know you will leave the palace soon. If I don't give it to you now, I'm afraid I will be unable to sleep or eat these days. Things in the world are too unpredictable, and five years is too long. I don't know what we will become in five years."
"Keyou, don't be so sad. I'm not going to never come back. Be it one year, five years, or ten years, the person who wants to come back will eventually come back, don't you think?" Yan Moying said with a smile.
"Yeah!" Yun Keyu said with tears in her eyes, "Brother Mo Ying is right. But, we only have these years when we are young, don't we? If I don't say something today, I don't know if I will have the chance to say it tomorrow. Or there is still a chance, but I don't have the courage to say it. Those who want to come back will eventually come back, but the time that is gone will never come back." Yun Keyu was worried that if he missed the opportunity of his youth, wasted his years, and changed the world, even if the stones left in his life could still be used to build buildings, all that would be left would be a monument.
"Keyu, what's wrong with you?" Yan Moying had never seen Yun Keyu like this before.
"Brother Mo Ying, I..." Yun Keyu looked at Yan Mo Ying with tears in her eyes and said, "I want to tell you..."
Yun Keyou paused, and Yan Moying did not respond. Instead, he stood there, looking at Yun Keyou, quietly waiting for her to say the next words.
"No matter where you go, no matter how long you are away, I will wait for you to come back! Because... because... I like you... no... it can't just be said that I like you... I should say that... I love you!" Yun Keyu finally said what was in his heart.
When Yan Moying was not in the palace, Yun Keyou would sometimes think of him involuntarily. This phenomenon had existed before, but she had not paid attention to it before. Later, Zhao Lin's two actions had some impact on her. The first time, Zhao Lin directly confessed his love to her. She thought that after telling Zhao Lin that she regarded him as a brother, he would no longer think about it, but still regarded her as a sister like many years ago, so her heart did not change much. The second time, Zhao Lin came to her with a soup made from Dihu flowers. Although he did not say anything to her directly this time, it made a big change in her heart. Since then, she would think seriously about love from time to time. Zhao Lin's action of coming to her with a soup made from Dihu flowers was like awakening her to consider her own emotional problems. After thinking about it, she found that every time she thought about this problem, the shadow of Yan Moying would appear vaguely in front of her. During the days when Yan Moying went to Jiulan Mountain to meet He Taichu, Yun Keyou even felt that it was like a long time since they last met. More importantly, she herself realized this feeling. With this awareness, she didn't know how to express it at first. Later, she remembered that Yan Moying's purse was old, so she started making purses. While making them, she also imagined what kind of situation she would give it to him. As for when to give it to him, she couldn't think of it, because when she was making them, she was not even sure whether she could open her mouth to tell Yan Moying about her feelings. Until today, when she talked with Yin Ruchen, Yan Moying, and Zhao Lin, she learned that Yan Moying was going to leave the palace for five years, which was completely unexpected to her before. She felt a sense of urgency and felt that if she didn't give it to him quickly and didn't say what was in her heart quickly, she didn't know what kind of changes she would face, so she confessed to Yan Moying at this time.
(End of this chapter)
