The vague feelings in the dream and the strong feedback from the last round of treatment are still in my mind.
The maid bit her thin lips.
Although, there was no substantial contact.
But, my body remembered everything about him completely.
She smiled to herself.
I feel like a dumped woman.
Try to throw a certain thought out of your mind.
I am being too self-indulgent.
He is obviously a guy who always causes trouble for others, but because of some illusions, he has a strange feeling towards the doctor.
I even felt like I was abandoned.
From Russell's perspective.
But he had never been granted a wife by the god of love as a knight, nor had he ever had any romantic encounters that filled him to the brim.
I was just simply annoyed for a long time.
This feeling of wanting the other person to be responsible for oneself is irrational no matter how you think about it.
No matter how selfish you are, there should be a limit.
also--
Even if he wants me, am I suitable to marry?
She half closed her eyes.
In my mind, a knight as bright as the sun was riding a black horse and galloping across the grassland.
Yes.
I still like Yulandel very much.
"That's outrageous."
She spoke in a low voice that only she could hear.
It's ridiculous that he longs for Lady Yulandel while hoping that there is room for himself in Russell's heart.
This is outrageous.
[From a statistical point of view, asking Russell to hug you may be the right choice]
Stigma commented.
Rita understood the meaning of her stigmata's words.
——The success rate of directly confessing to Yulandel is zero.
Yes.
After struggling for so long, I almost got myself into trouble.
It’s time to recognize this reality.
Yulandel, your knowledge of yourself is a reliable partner.
From the perspective of sex and relationships.
I do have some, and am no longer among the top candidates.
only--
"It would be unfair to Master Russell to desire warmth when there is someone else in your heart."
"Lord Russell is very gentle, I don't want to hurt him."
She shook her head, rejecting Stigmata's rational answer.
[Your filter is too heavy, he is obviously a carnivore]
[Even if he knew you were still interested in Yulandel, he would not give up biting you.]
The stigmata attempt to correct the cognitive errors of their hosts.
"Yeah, humans still need to be a little emotional."
The maid smiled and said nothing more.
What I should do is to sit here and wait for everything to be over, and then ask Russell to repeat the past process to complete the excretion of the aphrodisiac.
Then, apply to help him manage his distant properties.
she thought.
Bad women may be more suitable to be alone.
anyway.
If I leave, what will happen to Lady Yulandel?
She felt a little sad and leaned against the wall, gently comforting her body.
——Her body has almost reached its limit.
I need to use this seductive voice and fingertips to simply suppress my desire.
"call--"
The man's strong breathing can be heard.
Synchronous with it.
There was also a girl's voice that seemed to be filled with moisture.
"Uh, Brother, um—"
Rita froze.
and many more.
Will Kiana call Russell "brother"? !
A terrifying feeling.
Rising in Rita's heart.
Kiana never calls Russell brother.
She always calls Russell by his first name!!
People who attach great importance to seniority and status and are used to calling Russell brother are...
Yulandel!!
She felt suffocated and could hardly breathe.
It must be an illusion.
Perhaps, Lady Kiana suddenly remembered her own identity?
[That is Youlandel]
[Everyone has different symbols on their body]
[You are the daughter of a gardener in Manchester, the S of destiny, the attendant of the first king of this land, the adjutant and maid of Yulandel, and the candidate for the Herrscher...]
[These can all refer to you]
[Among these identities, your favorite ones are Russell's attendant and Yulandel's maid, right? ]
[Kiana, her favorite identity... At least, among the identities related to her and Russell, she most hopes that people will recognize her as "wife"]
[In terms of seniority, the wife and husband should correspond and be equal]
[So, she really doesn’t like calling her “brother”, “elder brother”, or “sister” as if they are “not from the same generation”]
Straightforward language.
The maid, who originally wanted to argue, fell into silence for a long time.
Yes.
The ones who would call Russell brother are Yulandel and Anna.
Most of the time, Anna calls Russell "brother" in a very intimate way.
This is probably due to family arrangements.
——The Shaniyat family has been in decline for hundreds of years and is almost becoming a subordinate of the Apocalis family. They really hope that Russell, who is related to their family, can visit the family more often.
However, the people over there probably only asked for these and didn't put too much pressure on Anna.
——If there is too much pressure, it will be fed back to Russell, which may make him feel disgusted.
In fact, the only one who knows how to use the honorific "Brother" is Yulandel.
She pursed her lips and put her ear against the wall.
really.
Originally it sounded a bit like Kiana's voice, but now, it sounds exactly like Yulandel's voice.
"That... that won't work."
"Ugh, cough cough——"
The voice of the brave and fearless captain at this moment was indeed somewhat different from what he knew of her.
original.
Has it developed to this point?
When did it develop to this extent?
Why don't you know it at all?
Rita looked a little dazed.
Maybe you never knew them.
Stigma was as rational as ever, speaking of the worst, and most likely, route.
I don’t know Yulandel or Russell at all?
The words.
The girl's cheeks suddenly turned pale.
[I like that girl who looks like a princess knight, but I don’t realize that she already has someone she likes]
[She longed for a place for herself in that man's heart, but she didn't know that she had been trying to touch his woman in front of him]
[If you hide the protagonist of this incident and spread it, do you think anyone will really think you know them well? ]
Stigmata's words made the maid even more silent.
Is that right?
[Their relationship has only changed today, so the above statement is wrong]
If not, then the answer is that you never knew them.
The stigmata was not directly rejected.
However, that answer sounded as cruel as a rejection.
it seems to be like this.
I don't understand either Yulandel or Russell.
Rita sat on the ground, silent for a long time.
I feel very uncomfortable.
My consciousness seems to be slowing down a little bit.
