Chapter 309 How about staying here tonight?
"What's the point of saying this now?"
After hearing what the other party said, Miyazawa Maki felt aggrieved for no reason.
After all, I have always been compared with my sister Mana, but I always lose.
This psychological shadow has been haunting Maki Miyazawa and has not completely dissipated until now.
It is precisely because of this view from her family and others that her relationship with Mana is now so strained.
“It’s probably useless, but I still want to say it.”
Miyazawa's mother smiled somewhat lonely.
"Maki has twin babies now, so I say these words. I hope you can do better than me in this kind of thing."
"I have been forcing you to chase after Mana, but now, as an incompetent mother, I should apologize to you."
Miyazawa's mother paused for a moment and said very seriously: "I'm sorry, Maki Mana."
She did not choose to apologize to Maki individually, but also included Mana.
Perhaps she felt that her desire to always treat the other person as a perfect sister was also imposed by her parents.
Although Miyazawa Mana seemed to be more accepting of this matter than her sister, it was still a form of family coercion, so Miyazawa's mother felt that she had to apologize to the other party here.
Obviously, after this sentence came out, Miyazawa Mana's expression changed subtly.
"Mother."
She opened her mouth, not quite sure what to say.
This was the first time she saw her awkward mother showing such a vulnerable expression.
It almost makes people forget how strict she used to be.
Even Miyazawa Maki didn't expect that the usually tough opponent would take the initiative to apologize. After a moment of confusion, she opened her mouth and slowly said, "He forced you to do that?"
"??"
Miyazawa Mana instantly came out of her sad state and looked at her sister speechlessly.
Miyazawa's mother was obviously choked by her little daughter's question. After a long silence, she explained, "No, Zeshan is not that kind of person. He would not threaten me with the baby and you."
"This is just what I want to tell you. Even though you may still hate me, you are still very important to your mother."
"When I had a big fight with you before, it was because I really didn't know what to do. I couldn't just ignore it, but if I intervened, it would make you feel like it was 'counterproductive', so I could only keep arguing like this."
"But fortunately, Zeshan helped both of us to keep enough distance between us," she whispered.
We can't ignore it, otherwise it will backfire.
It perfectly describes the previous state of their home.
After all, Miyazawa's father works away from home all year round, and she is alone at home. Although Mana is a worry-free child, Maki's problems are so difficult that she has no way to solve them.
Plus, she is also a gender-confused person, and when two gender-confused people get together, it goes without saying that they will start arguing.
If Miyazawa Maki had been left alone at that time, the relationship between her and Mana might have become worse, or she might have done something even more excessive and extreme one day.
But controlling her would cause her rebelliousness to gradually increase, after all, she simply wouldn't listen to anything.
Fortunately, all these things took a subtle turn on that rainy night. Sawayama Haruno took her away accidentally, which resolved the conflict between the two people with awkward personalities.
After so long, Miyazawa's mother reflected on her actions and attitudes up to now. After witnessing Maki getting better at Haruno's house, she finally realized that this was the only way.
"Suddenly we're talking about that guy again."
For some reason, Miyazawa Maki's mood also became a little depressed.
She pursed her lips and said reluctantly, "So last time you agreed to let me continue to live in Haruno's house, was it for this reason?"
"Well, you were looking forward to continuing to live there, right?"
"whispering sound"
There's obviously a better way to say it.
No, even if the other party agrees in a nice way, I will misunderstand it as something else, right?
It is precisely because she is also an awkward person that Maki can understand the other person's "clumsiness" in such matters.
"But even if you say so, I will..."
Maki Miyazawa touched her belly, her expression becoming more and more conflicted.
“I don’t know if I will become like this.”
She whispered, "After hearing about the twins, my mind immediately recalled what happened before, so I was also afraid that I might experience something similar in the future."
"And putting aside the matter of the baby, there is also the matter of Mana and Haruno, right?"
"I don't know how to face it either."
Her voice became softer and softer, and by the end it was almost inaudible. Miyazawa Mana at the side couldn't help but feel a little distressed, but this time, she didn't repeat what she said last time.
She has made up her mind to act according to her true inner wishes.
If I say something like "I hope Maki and Haruno are together" like last time in Macau, the other party will definitely get angry again.
Because the other party has been living under such a shadow all along, the best choice at this time is to remain silent.
You can't express your intention to quit, nor can you clearly express your intention to fight with the other party to the end. You have to stay somewhere in between the two.
"There's something I haven't told you and Mana."
Miyazawa's mother noticed that there was something wrong with the expressions of her two daughters, so after hesitating for a moment, she decided to confess the truth of something.
“This matter actually has something to do with me.”
Mother Miyazawa took a deep breath and said bitterly: "You are not my biological children."
".Eh?"
Miyazawa Maki looked up blankly, as if she didn't understand what the other person had just said.
On the contrary, Miyazawa Mana on the side showed a bitter smile that said "I already know".
"Your father was planning to tell you about this after you graduated from high school, but I stopped him."
Miyazawa's mother stammered, "Because I can't accept how you will look after knowing the truth, so I am very opposed to him telling you the truth."
"I have always felt that it doesn't matter if you are not my biological daughters. We have lived together as a family for so long. To me, you are my biological daughters. It is because of this thought that I have never said it out loud."
"I'm not my biological child?" Miyazawa Maki's face became more and more confused. She hesitated and said, "In other words, Mana and I were both adopted?"
"Well, I can't have children because of my health."
Miyazawa's mother admitted it very frankly.
"Although I can't have children, it doesn't mean I don't want a child, especially after getting married. It's because of this mentality that I went to the welfare institution with your father to adopt you."
"Stop it, stop it!"
Miyazawa Maki immediately interrupted her before she finished speaking, and then asked a fatal question in a strange way.
"If we were adopted, how do you know who is the older sister between me and Mana?"
".Um?"
Miyazawa's mother was startled when she heard this.
What weird questions this guy asks? The focus of this matter is not on "who is the older sister", but that neither she nor Mana is their biological child, right?
But then again, how did I know for sure that Mana was my sister?
It seemed that it was the people from the welfare agency who told me that she was my sister, and that’s how I confirmed it.
Could it be that this is really a mistake? Maki is actually the older sister?
"Generally, if you want to adopt a child, you'll need to provide something like a hospital birth certificate."
Miyazawa Mana came to the rescue at the right time: "So there is basically no possibility of mistaken identity."
"How do you know what will happen?" Miyazawa Mana snorted.
She felt a little angry for no reason when she saw the other party was so sure. If she were the older sister, she would definitely teach this younger sister a lesson.
The perfect elder sister would make me feel desperate, but if it were the perfect younger sister, I would make her feel desperate. That’s about how I feel, right?
"In short, it should be true that Mana is my older sister."
Miyazawa's mother rubbed her brows and tried hard to put the question of "who is the older sister" behind her.
After calming herself down a bit, she said earnestly, "I told you the truth because I wanted to tell you that Mana is actually closer to me than you think."
"You hate her mostly because outsiders compare you to me, but in the final analysis, it's not Mana's fault, so even if you want to blame someone, don't blame her."
Miyazawa's mother paused and gave a helpless smile.
"Having said all this, I feel a lot more relaxed. Maybe I shouldn't have wanted to hide this from you guys."
".baffling."
Miyazawa Maki bit her lip lightly, not knowing what to say.
She wanted to go downstairs to find Sawayama Haruno, but her body seemed to be welded to the chair.
Don't want to move
I always feel like I still have a lot to say, but I don’t know how to start.
The other party has said so much, and he doesn't know how to give me a better way out. What should I do now?
Miyazawa Maki clutched her trousers tightly and began to stagger.
In the end, it was her biological sister Mana Miyazawa who first noticed her inner changes.
So when no one expected it, she suddenly spoke.
"Maki, how about staying here tonight?"
(End of this chapter)
