Chapter 175 Suguha: Please accept my
"After this trip, when I return to Tokyo, I will have to go on blind dates as arranged by my uncles."
So she said.
These light words made Sawayama Haruno freeze in place.
Although I have long known that some big families, or people with status like the royal family of an island country, would face things like "engagement" or "blind date marriage", but actually seeing it gave me a different feeling.
Not to mention that they are people you know in real life.
Looking at the helpless and inexplicably haggard appearance of Ezaki Suguha, Sawayama Haruno felt that the "irritability" in his heart was becoming more and more intense.
It felt like it was becoming extremely difficult to breathe, and a lot of random thoughts were pouring out.
For some reason, he had a feeling that he didn't want to see Ezaki Suguha become like that.
It's very strange. Maybe the other party's current behavior is also a disguised way of asking for help from him?
It was unclear, but Zeshan Haruno still asked with some difficulty:
"Isn't that a rejection?"
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Suguha Ezaki didn't say anything, but her expression said it all.
As if he could feel the other party's pressure, Sawayama Haruno took several deep breaths in an attempt to calm himself down.
Born in such a family, it is no wonder that Suguha's father would do such a "treasonous" act. In the end, will she still follow the old path that her parents have taken?
Although he could have had more choices, he was forced to repeat a life he didn't like because of the burden of his family.
After all, the lesson her parents taught her is right there, so it's no wonder that Ezaki Suguha is so depressed.
Sawayama Haruno thought about it and realized that if it were him, he probably wouldn't be able to accept such a thing.
then
The nameless fire in my heart seemed to grow stronger.
"Sometimes I want to evade some responsibilities, but if I'm alone, I'm just being willful and throwing a tantrum."
Jiang Qizhiye lowered his eyes and said softly: "After all, the family has spent a lot of "resources" on me over the years. My food, clothing, housing, transportation, and daily necessities are more luxurious than those of ordinary families, so I can understand the price I have to pay for these things."
"That's not the case, is it?"
Zeshan Haruno became increasingly upset and tried to defend himself, "Isn't this a matter of 'taking care of yourself'? You were not given the opportunity to choose at all."
".Yeah?"
It seemed as if Suguha Ezaki had already expected Sawayama Haruno to say this.
Looking at the other person's frowning brows, she felt for the first time so intuitively that someone cared about her.
A smile appeared on his face involuntarily.
"really."
"Haruno will care about me."
"Isn't this natural?" Zeshan Haruno became even more helpless, suppressing the discomfort in his heart and said, "Didn't I say it before? We are already friends, right? There is still some concern for this kind of thing."
"That's why I feel like I didn't make a mistake." Ezaki Suguha said softly.
"What did you see wrong?"
The tone of the sentence was so light that the upset Sawayama Haruno could not hear clearly what she said and subconsciously asked the other party to repeat it.
But he soon discovered that his repetition seemed to bring him unnecessary trouble.
Because Ezaki Suguha casually swept away the pile of snacks that were blocking between the two of them, and moved towards him little by little.
"I said."
She leaned over and whispered softly, "You're right, Haruno is really great."
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The room fell silent.
Looking at this pretty face that was so close to him and so delicate, Sawayama Haruno swallowed subconsciously.
I don’t know why, but I’ve been feeling dry mouth since just now.
Was what I just drank really orange juice? Why did it feel like I drank sea water? After drinking it, I felt a burning sensation in my throat, as if I was very thirsty.
Even the brain's thinking ability slowed down by half a beat.
Looking at Ezaki Suguha who suddenly attacked him, he did not distance himself from her, but asked in confusion: "What, what do you mean?"
"I knew it a long time ago."
"Haruno is different from the people I've met before. I can tell that just by looking at you and Maki."
Ezaki Suguha paused, then licked his lips and added, "So I think that if it was Haruno, he would definitely remember me as I am now."
"It doesn't matter if I end up in the same tragedy as my parents, as long as someone can remember me and keep looking at me with that feeling."
"It doesn't matter if it's just one night. As long as the feelings remain, it won't be a relationship that only lasts two hours."
As she spoke, she suddenly reached out and touched Sawayama Haruno's cheek.
Through the skin, Sawayama Haruno, in a trance, discovered that the other person's fingers also felt warm.
It seems like something is not quite right.
“I don’t quite understand what you’re saying.”
Sawayama Haruno said with some difficulty.
The other person's touch seemed to make the "distracting thoughts" in his heart even more intense. It was not until this moment that he relied on his vague intuition to judge that something seemed to be wrong with his body.
No, it's not that something is wrong.
Something was quite wrong, especially after Suguha Ezaki appeared.
If the level of irritability when I just finished typing was between 4 and 6, now it is 8-10, or even higher. So much so that my previously clear brain is trying to strike at this moment, unwilling to think too much.
"What I mean is simple."
Seeing Sawayama Haruno's face gradually "warming up", Ezaki Suguha stroked his face more and more gently.
She moved a little closer to him again.
The black silk nightgown was now completely stuck to the skin of Sawayama Haruno's arms.
"Ah chirp——"
In the room, Mine Shiori sneezed for no reason.
The petite girl frowned and rubbed her nose uncomfortably.
I feel weird. I've been sneezing for no apparent reason. It doesn't seem like I have a cold or I'm allergic to pollen.
Forget it, forget about it for now.
Mine Shiori took a deep breath and turned her attention back to the tablet in her hands.
The document above was the entire text of "Norwegian Wood" that Sawayama Haruno had just sent her.
Although I have read the content of this book countless times, this is the first time I have read the entire book for pure entertainment.
This should be Haruno's first time too, right?
Thinking of this, Mine Shiori couldn't help but smile sweetly.
The first time, and the first one.
Although I am the first reader of the entire book, this book is Haruno's debut work after all, and he spent so much effort on it.
When she actually got it in her hands, Mine Shiori was still secretly delighted.
After it is officially published, I will have to let Haruno keep the "first time" for me.
I don’t know what strange thing she was thinking of, but Mine Shiori’s face became redder and redder, and there seemed to be mist brewing in her eyes. The girl’s shy look was particularly beautiful.
By the time she came to her senses, the tablet in her hand had already dimmed and was about to go into off-screen mode.
Mine Shiori quickly tapped it a few times to wake it up.
"It's about to begin"
Mine Shiori murmured in a low voice.
Unable to suppress her emotions, she gently opened the document.
The familiar page layout and familiar content appeared in front of her again.
I have read this content countless times, but this time I have a completely different feeling.
Is it because the story finally connects?
Mine Shiori was a little speechless.
All she knew was that the more she read on, the more confused her thoughts became.
It was exactly the same "problem" as the one she encountered yesterday. Just by looking at the inner problems of the characters in the novel, she couldn't help but think of her own problems.
then
The desire became stronger and stronger, making her feel uneasy.
Even though I was concentrating on reading the novel, other thoughts always popped up in my mind.
If it were under normal circumstances, she would have taken out the clips to help herself get rid of her "distractions" and punish herself at the same time, right?
But today, she held back again.
I felt like if I did something like that here, I would be letting Haruno down, and I would feel like I would never be able to turn back.
So you must watch the rest of the story carefully, she is tired of the feeling that has been tormenting her.
after all
If I get together with Haruno in the future, what should I do if he finds out that I have a hobby of punishing myself?
The other party will definitely worry about their
That's why he wanted to take advantage of Haruno's "kindness" here to completely get rid of his quirk.
Mine Shiori took a deep breath, and her hands holding the tablet were shaking slightly.
After seeing Naoko's subsequent plot and Watanabe's continuous changes in mentality, she felt more and more uncomfortable.
Time passed by silently.
This night, the moonlight refracted into the courtyard through the sand dunes as usual.
Some people are becoming more and more worried, some are becoming more and more irritable, and some are already in a state of confusion.
When the time on the upper corner of the tablet quietly reached almost four in the morning, Mine Shiori let out a long breath and slowly put the tablet down.
finish watching.
It took four hours.
She didn't read it as "carefully" as before, and since she had read it countless times, she naturally read it quickly this time.
But it has a completely different feeling.
“Death is not the opposite of life, but exists forever as a part of life”
Once again, she whispered the words that Sawayama Haruno had once revealed.
I knew this a long time in advance, but after seeing it this time, I don't know why I couldn't calm down for a long time.
Seeing the ending, Watanabe finally looked relieved, and her mood also became a little inexplicable.
Is this really the case?
So that's what happened.
A slightly bitter smile blossomed on the petite girl's lips, but tears fell drop by drop on the smooth screen of the tablet.
Life is obviously such a simple thing, but I have been struggling and worried for so long.
Whether it was his mother's affairs or his relationship with Haruno, it couldn't be simpler.
She felt that she should think things through a little more clearly.
Silent changes are happening inside someone's body.
The most intuitive feeling is that when the body's detoxification function is greatly improved, the person recovers from the "strange" state in less than a moment.
(End of this chapter)
