Chapter 131 Painful Memories
Everyone present was quite surprised to hear this.
Ji Yunxie was also shocked and had complicated thoughts.
He just pondered for a long time, thinking of his crippled leg and the mocking and mocking eyes of those people in his mind, and his desire to recover became even stronger.
He wants to stand up
He didn't want to be confined to a wheelchair for the rest of his life, he wanted to be with her and stand by her side.
Ji Yunxie frowned, bit his lips lightly, looked up at Di Ran, and held her hand.
"A Yue~"
The slight sound made Di Ran's heart tremble.
Ji Yunxie looked at Di Ran, his thin lips slightly parted, his voice soft and a little suppressed.
"I don't want to be a useless person like this, needing others to serve me every day and being like a useless person who can't do anything."
"I have to endure sympathy and ridicule from others when I go out. I can't help you at all when you encounter problems. Even my mother... thinks I have brought shame to her."
His thin lips were sneered, his eyes were slightly moist: "Everyone in the capital is laughing at me. Sometimes I even feel that I'd rather die than live~"
"Your Highness, do you know? I have never received any love from my mother since I was a child. The number of times we met was very few. I am like a transparent person in Prince Zhan's mansion. Even though the legitimate son sounds good, he is not as favored as a concubine's son."
"This ugly birthmark on my forehead has been with me since I was born. Everyone laughs at me for being ugly, and my younger brother even throws stones at me."
"Even though I complained to my mother with blood all over my head, she never showed me any concern. She only asked if my brother's hand hurt and if he felt... relieved... Ha, don't you think it's ridiculous?"
Ji Yunxie smiled sarcastically, and a bitter tear fell from the corner of his eye.
"Is this still my dear mother? I don't understand why she treats me like this? Obviously... he is still her son."
Ji Yunxie's voice was low and choked with sobs, and his eyes were filled with moist mist.
Di Ran's face was grim and he tightened his grip on Ji Yunxie's hand. "Stop talking."
"When I was eight years old, my sister took me horseback riding. I thought I had become close to her. I was still young at that time, but she asked me to ride a big horse. I was afraid, but they forced me to get on. They knew I was afraid, but they still stimulated the horse, causing me to fall off the horse..."
At this point, Ji Yunxie couldn't help but shudder: "When the enlarged horse hoof stepped on me, I was stunned for a moment. I could even foresee the sound of bones breaking, then..."
Di Ran pulled Ji Yunxie over, hugged his fearful and trembling body, and pressed his head into his arms.
"Stop talking!"
Ji Yunxie stayed in Di Ran's arms, and in that soft and reassuring embrace, a trace of warmth flowed into his cold and broken heart.
The pale, trembling hands embraced Di Ran's waist, his face pressed against her warm chest, his eyelashes, which were filled with water, trembled slightly, and a line of tears fell.
"Maybe God has mercy on me. I was saved by the former deputy general under my mother's command. Although I am lucky enough to survive, I have become a cripple."
"My sisters only received a few scoldings from our mother, but not even any punishment. And I..."
Ji Yunxie paused, his thin lips raised with bitterness: "Do you know what my mother said at that time?"
Di Ran's eyes dimmed slightly, and his hold on Ji Yunxie tightened slightly.
She didn't know, but she knew it was definitely not something good.
Ji Yunxie said sarcastically: "She said, why didn't I fall to death?"
Di Ran's breath turned cold, his eyes were cold and fierce, and there was a hint of surprise.
"I was so happy that my mother came to see me, but her eyes were full of sarcasm and contempt. She didn't blame my sister but instead blamed me for overestimating my own abilities."
(End of this chapter)
