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Chapter 470: Page 470

Lilith yelled at Emiya Shirou.

"Do you understand me?"

"Of course I understand——!"

Lilith retorted aloud, how could she not understand her lover, she had recorded all the information about Shirou Emiya deep in her heart.

"You are an upright person. You are simple, serious, and consistent in your work. You have an ideal called Partner of Justice."

"The value of life is to help others. I hope that everyone I see can live a stable and happy life."

"Holding an excessive and almost distorted sense of justice and self-sacrifice, he puts others before himself and will risk his life to save others even if he knows he will die."

"The most terrible and painful thing for you is that you cannot save the people who beg for help."

In the face of Lilith's evaluation of himself, Shirou Emiya did not refute anything, because what she said was indeed the truth, he was indeed such a person, and he also agreed very much with Lilith's statement.

"Then how did you treat me—"

"I!!!!"

As Emiya Shirou finished speaking, Lilith suddenly stopped.

The entire space fell into silence.

He slaughtered NPCs, killed Kiara Sesshōin, and tried to stop Shirou Emiya in an almost brutal way.

She said that she loved Shirou Emiya and that she understood Shirou Emiya, but what she actually did was the same as if she didn't understand Shirou Emiya.

Because I will not change my behavior no matter who the other person is, no matter what their personality is, or whether they resist what I do.

Even if the other person is a puppet, her behavior will not change at all.

In the words of Shirou Emiya, this is just a self-satisfying love, and it doesn't matter who the lover is.

She herself is unwilling to change for her lover, but hopes that her lover will change for her.

At some point, her thinking had begun to change.

If it were before, Lilith would definitely ask why she had to change for her lover, and it would be enough for her lover to just live honestly in the happiness she gave him.

She suddenly thought that love is a two-way process.

"You don't really want to give up love, but you want to get love by giving up love—"

"No, it is, but, it's just—"

"Shut up, shut up, that's all I want, that's all I am!"

Lilith's words became incoherent.

"I did nothing wrong! I absorbed others just because I didn't want my lover to feel lonely!"

"Loneliness, is it really that you don't want your lover to feel lonely, or do you not want yourself to feel lonely——"

"Well--!"

Lilith seemed to have suffered a severe blow. She covered her chest and stepped back with an extremely excited look.

The original arrogance no longer exists.

lonely.

Am I afraid of loneliness?

Am I afraid of being alone?

"No, it's not like that, it's not like that!"

"I am an AI, a one-of-a-kind special product, and I am the ruler of the moon. How could I possibly feel lonely? Isn't it natural for me to be alone?!"

"It's so annoying! It's so annoying! It's so annoying! It would be great if those who are in the way just disappeared. It would be great if everyone, everyone would be like me!"

"If you sigh because you have no one else, then I just need to have the same power as others. I just need to absorb their power!"

"The data is diverse! I won't be lonely, I just need to hug the doll--!"

Shirou Emiya looked at Lilith, whose spirit began to fluctuate violently, and sighed slightly.

Only after you have a deep understanding of their emotions can you understand the sadness in her.

The reason why Lip is so unwilling to communicate with others is because of her masochistic constitution, which makes people around her full of hostility towards her. Lip will be covered with bruises every time she communicates with others.

So she closed her heart and isolated everyone from outside.

Lilith wants to communicate with others, but because of a neurological disorder, she cannot communicate normally with others and has no way to get normal emotions from others.

Without any emotional guidance from anyone, she used her best ability to get what she wanted, which was to absorb the other person.

Shirou Emiya felt sad because if both Lip and Lilith had been guided at the beginning of their birth, the situation today would not have happened.

"People can't live alone—"

"No, I'm not a human. I'm the ruler of the moon, and I don't need anyone else!"

"I----"

Before Lilith could finish her words, Emiya Shirou rudely interrupted her.

“Are you afraid of being loved?”

"Ah! Ah! --ah --!"

Lilith held her head, squatted on the ground and wailed in pain, as if she could not accept Shirou Emiya's words.

She was already sickly and frail, and seeing her squatting on the ground like this made people feel even more sympathetic towards her.

"I know—I know, that sort of thing—"

“I’m sorry—! I’m sorry—!”

"I know, I was wrong——"

Lilith lowered her proud head and expressed her apologies to Shirou Emiya.

"Although I already know the result, I still want to ask you, and you are the only one who can give me the final blow - my love, will not get any response?"

Lilith looked at Shirou Emiya with extremely expectant eyes. She had already understood herself and knew what she wanted most in her heart.

Even if it's a lie.

Even if it's a lie.

She wanted to hear Emiya Shirou's answer before she disappeared.

Looking at Lilith's charming expression, Emiya Shirou was extremely determined and shook his head.

"There is no response—"

He rejected Lilith once again in a very cruel way.

No hesitation, no mercy.

"Ha ha ha ha ha ha ha!!!!"

Lilith looked at the empty sky and gave a very miserable smile.

"It is indeed like this, and it should be like this. Why do I still have such expectations!"

He had done something so excessive that he even easily took away someone's life in front of Shirou Emiya.

She suddenly understood what her floor represented.

I also understood what BB wanted to convey to me.

【Johannesburg】, he himself is a sinful person.

Chapter 767: Dinner at the Emiya Family

“Senior——!”

Seeing Shirou Emiya and Jeanne coming out of Lilith's heart intact, Sakura finally felt relieved.

Shirou Emiya also gave Sakura a reassuring look, and looked at Lilith, who was lying on the ground in front of him, pierced by a red spear and whose body was beginning to disappear.

He immediately eliminated the spear, and Lilith opened her eyes at this moment, standing up from the ground with difficulty.

"I'm sorry! This is all my fault!"

Lilith apologized to Emiya Shirou and Sakura very sincerely.

Emiya Shirou did not respond to her, nor did he show any sign of forgiving her.

Because he didn't have the ability to forgive her on behalf of those NPCs who could be considered dead and Kiara Sesshōin.

Shirou Emiya no longer had the same strong killing intent as before. He realized his mistakes, corrected his mistakes, and redeemed his sins.

After understanding Lilith's heart and knowing why she became this way, Shirou Emiya's attitude towards her became more moderate.

"Senior, I'm sorry——"

Shirou Emiya didn't realize why Lilith apologized again.

The next moment————

"laugh--!"

A faint sound of breaking through the air was heard.

It was too late for Joan of Arc to react and stop her. Without the [Beast with Death-Crushing Fangs], she could not keep up with Lilith's speed.

All he could do was watch Lilith rise from the ground and charge towards Emiya Shirou.

The figure mixed with strong wind reduced the distance to zero in the blink of an eye.

Shirou Emiya didn't have time to react at all. He only felt a gust of wind, and Lilith had already arrived in front of him.

Then he only felt a slight collision.

A strange fragrance filled his nose.

Lilith hugged Emiya Shirou tightly, holding him in her arms.

Shirou Emiya is not yet in the third semester of his second year of high school. To be honest, he is only 17 years old and only 165cm tall, while Lilith is 190cm tall.

However, Shirou Emiya is still in his growth spurt. If he had not suffered so many injuries, he would have been 187cm tall like Wuming in the future.

"I really want to hold you in my arms forever like this—"

As her last words fell, the whole person turned into a ghost.

“Senior——!”

Seeing Lilith hugging Emiya Shirou like that, Sakura's face couldn't help but stiffen. Senior is really, eh.

"Let's go back and rest for a while, and treat Shirou's injuries."

Jeanne came closer at this moment, and Emiya Shirou was still covered in blood.

Moreover, the 18th layer of the heart wall should also be removed, and they also need to understand the current situation of the student union.

"learn--!"

Sakura nodded heavily.

————Time flies by——————

"The virus has been eliminated, and we are now heading towards your location——"

The next day, Shirou Emiya and his friends received good news from the student council.

The virus did not affect Wuming too deeply. If no one stopped them, it would not take long for them to reach the 17th floor.

It feels like everything is thriving, and we will soon be able to stop BB from reaching Mooncell.

"Do you need help? Senior——"

Sakura spent some time rebuilding the mansion, but it did not have the powerful computing power that BB had built, it was just an ordinary hut.

For some reason, Sakura always feels that she is very familiar with this place. It's not her memory, nor her body, but her soul.

But as an AI, do I really have a soul?

Sakura didn't understand.

But at this time, Shirou Emiya and Sakura were busy in the kitchen, while Jeanne was sitting at the dining table in the living room with a cup of hot tea in her hand, watching a TV show she had never seen before.

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