During the fire, there were so many people seeking help, but only I was saved.
On Flower Street, because he did not pay attention to the missing girl, the entire street was almost destroyed.
On the battlefield, one only needs to endure silently to leave the battlefield without hurting anyone, but his hands are stained with countless blood.
In the small town, because of his wrong decision, Saber and Berserker fought, which led to the destruction of the entire town.
In the city, Fariagni was not eliminated in the shortest possible time, which led to the arrival of the Red World Demon King, turning the entire city into a bloody storm.
In the imperial capital, those people kept begging for his help, but still died.
With every step forward, Emiya Shirou could feel the guilt weighing down on him.
Why didn’t I think more about it at that time? Why didn’t I try harder?
Emiya Shirou kept asking himself this question.
For this reason, he can only keep working hard and making continuous progress, just to do something for others and for the rest of the world.
Since I have survived, I should devote my greatest strength to it.
At some point, Shirou Emiya had completely abandoned his own happiness.
Happiness, Shirou Emiya never thought that he deserved it.
Shirou Emiya did not explain anything. These were the things he carried, and they were the things he would always carry.
Su Mo seemed to understand something, but he became even more confused.
The divine wine can give the drinker an indescribable sense of happiness.
All wishes will be fulfilled, all regrets will be filled, and even in all aspects, whether it is love, family affection, or happiness in the heart, they will continue to be magnified.
[People with psychological trauma are more likely to immerse themselves in it]
Because of regret and remorse, this feeling of happiness is even more direct and more powerful than simply constructing the most desired illusion in one's heart.
The reason why Shirou Emiya was able to escape from this feeling of happiness was not only because of his mental trauma, but also because of his extremely firm will.
But his will was something that Soma could not understand.
If a person has suffered extremely deep psychological trauma in the past, the correct idea should be that it is okay to have regrets about the past, and it is okay to feel remorse about the past, but one should not dwell on the past and should look forward.
Remember the past and look forward to the future.
However, Shirou Emiya is completely different. He not only feels regretful and remorseful, but he is even immersed in the past.
Trapped in that fire forever.
But even so, Emiya Shirou only managed to break free from the shackles of happiness in an instant.
Obviously, he is the person who is most likely to indulge in happiness, but he is not indulged in it at all.
distortion--
contradiction--
Apart from distortion and contradiction, Soma didn't know what words to use to describe Shirou Emiya.
Soma once again carefully observed Shirou Emiya through his messy hair. This human being who didn't even have any gifts, even he, as a god, couldn't understand him.
In these thousands of years, he had never seen such a person.
"I will keep my promise—"
Soma looked at Shirou Emiya and nodded slightly, signaling Sunis and the chestnut-haired girl to follow.
Then he went straight into the mansion.
"Um, may I know your name?"
As the girl was following Soma inside, she seemed to suddenly remember something and turned back to look at Emiya Shirou.
What she hated the most before was adventurers, and she didn't want to know any information about them at all. Moreover, Shirou Emiya's reputation was not as famous as Sword Princess'. It was also the first time the girl had seen Shirou Emiya, an adventurer like him.
"Emiya Shirou——"
"Lilyluka Erd, just call me Lily!"
After saying that, Lily stared at Shirou Emiya with wide eyes, as if she wanted to engrave his appearance in her mind, and slowly backed away.
“It’s truly amazing!”
In the shadows, the man with yellow-orange hair and orange eyes couldn't help but admire it.
"He defeated hundreds of adventurers and the entire Apollo clan by himself, and even beat up the sun god Apollo."
"I'm sure that Shirou Emiya's fame will spread throughout Orario the next day."
"It's a pity that we have to go to the so-called divine meeting again!"
This man seemed very dissatisfied with the God's Council and complained aloud.
"Lord Hermes, if there is nothing else, I will go back first. The tavern is still very busy and needs help!"
The cloaked girl bowed slightly to Hermes and prepared to leave.
"Don't go! I came here to talk to you about something!"
Hermes quickly appeared in front of her and stopped her.
"The reason I came here is, first of all, because I'm afraid that Shirou Emiya will really act without knowing how to control his severity, and I'm ready to stop this fight at any time. The other reason is that I want you to help me investigate something."
When it came to business, Hermes' expression became serious.
"I am just an ordinary maid now, and I have a lot of things to do tomorrow——"
Hermes interrupted the girl before she could finish her words.
"It's about the dungeon you and Shirou Emiya are going to tomorrow—"
"?"
This girl was Ryu, who had previously agreed with Shirou Emiya to explore the dungeon tomorrow.
She didn't want to ask aloud how he knew that she was planning to explore deeper into the dungeon with Emiya tomorrow.
Although the Hermes Family is registered as an exploration family in the guild, they are actually involved in many fields such as commerce, mail, and intelligence.
And I was the person he focused on, and I was talking with Emiya Shirou in a public place, so it was not surprising that he knew.
However, Ryu is still not sure. With such a big thing happening, can Shirou Emiya explore the dungeon normally?
Shirou Emiya will probably be brought to the court the next morning.
However, since Hermes said so, it is very likely that the gods have reached a consensus on the issue of Shirou Emiya.
"There's something wrong with the dungeon lately. According to adventurers, the monsters inside are better in both quantity and quality than before."
"Then it should be the adventurers who can go to the deeper levels to explore. Why is it me who has not been to the dungeon for five years?"
It was obvious that Liu did not want to accept the commission given to him by Hermes.
"No, the main thing is that the time period when this special incident occurred is the time period when Emiya Shirou entered the dungeon—"
Coming, coming, coming!
PY after many years.
It has been a long time since I last had this PY failure. I don’t remember how many months it has been.
Anyway, the last PY was last year.
It’s time for me, Jill, to write an introduction to PY’s works.
Anyway, this book has 33 words of free chapters, so you can read them for fun first.
I've put the link below, and the introduction is above the link. Those who are interested can take a look.
Finally, Asami is not alone anymore!
This time she has a younger brother named Shou.
Weird name?
The older sister is Mami and the younger brother is Mamo.
Bashou is just an ordinary boy from Mitakihara. He should have lived an ordinary life, but he was burdened with countless entangled causes and effects.
The white flame; the secret hidden in the sister; the monster with fangs exposed in the holy gem; the guidance of the white creature and the haze hidden in Mitakihara, and - the city that shows the hope of redemption.
The future may not present itself in a single form; the dice have already been cast.
The story of guarding officially begins at this moment.
Chapter 453: Divine Meeting
"Hey! You idiot, you finally stopped hiding in Hephaestus's house like a parasite?"
The slightly shrill voice came from a woman dressed in a somewhat androgynous manner, with a scarlet ponytail and narrowed eyes.
"Huh? Who are you calling a jerk? And Hephaestus is not as petty as you think! Hephaestus is my best friend!"
Along with a tender and crisp voice, the petite girl with jet-black hair tied in twin ponytails glared fiercely at the scarlet-haired woman.
"Even though I'm being praised like this, I can't feel happy at all—"
Hephaestus, who was standing aside, covered her face and complained as if she couldn't stand it anymore.
"Hmph! A poor god like you who just eats and waits for death every day, you might as well return to heaven as soon as possible!"
"Huh?! I just came to the mortal world a little late. Once I find my own clan, I will definitely be able to easily leave your clan behind!"
As soon as the two met, a strong sense of tension immediately broke out.
"You are still leaving them behind. Wait until you can find your own clan. I think you are so poor that you won't be able to find one even if you are given a thousand years!"
"What! You still call me poor? You don't even know why you are poor!"
Hestia's eyes suddenly turned into a smile, and she stared at a certain part of the woman with narrowed eyes and scarlet hair.
"Damn it!!!"
"Flat-chested goddess!!!"
Along with vicious shouts, their foreheads collided heavily, making a pleasant sound.
"You flat-chested goddess! Don't underestimate me! I will definitely be able to find my own clan!"
"Ha! What are you yelling about, you idiot? Do you believe that I will buy your work stall and make you wash dishes for me for a hundred years?"
Seeing that the quarrel between the two was endless, Hephaestus quickly grabbed Hestia's arms and dragged her back.
On the other side, a stunning woman with long white hair and purple eyes also pulled the scarlet-haired woman backwards.
While being pulled, the two of them kept punching and kicking the air like children.
"Really, the wonderful day ended when I met Loki!"
Hestia adjusted her clothes and complained in an unhappy tone.
"But looking at your relationship with her, isn't it pretty good?"
Hephaestus didn't think so.
"How could you see that I got along well with that flat-chested goddess? We almost got into a fight!"
Hestia looked at Loki who was talking to the beautiful woman in the distance with disgust.
Coincidentally, she happened to look over here, and their eyes crossed in the air.
Then——
"Impossible, absolutely impossible!"
The expression on Hestia's face became even more disgusted, and she turned her head away to indicate that such a thing did not exist at all.
On the other side, Loki had the same expression.
"But Loki is right about one thing. When did you stop coming to my place to eat and drink?"
"No, without you, how can I survive in this dark Orario? The money from working alone is not enough to fill my stomach!"
