So he doesn't blame his parents, after all, they were not ready to be parents.
He understood his mother. After all, his grandparents did not show his mother how to be a good parent. It was already remarkable that his mother could do this.
He was grateful to his mother for allowing him to come to this wonderful world, and for not putting more pressure on him after he became capable, allowing him to live a life of ease and freedom...
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My father was a small wonton vendor and couldn't read, but he took good care of my idiot mother.
On the day when a distinguished person came to Lin'an Fucheng, my mother suddenly regained her consciousness after seeing him from a distance on the street.
I thought this was the beginning of happiness, but I never imagined that it was the beginning of family ruin.
The noble man came to our house and took my mother and I away. He is my biological father.
My father, who made a living selling wontons and was reluctant to eat meat, but wanted to buy me beads and flowers to wear and beautiful clothes for my mother, just stood there at a loss.
I didn't want to leave, but my mother stubbornly wanted to reconcile with her father. After recovering her memory, she blamed her father for the separation. It was because of her father that she and her lover had missed each other for so many years.
I was taken away by my mother and moved into a big house. The former arrogant governor looked at me fawningly.
They offered me silks and satins to choose from, rare treasures for me to admire, and delicacies to fill my appetite. They called me Young Master.
But I don’t want to be a young lady, nor do I want fancy clothes and delicious food. I want to eat daddy’s wontons and wear the pearl flowers that daddy bought.
I grew up, my hair grew longer, and I could wear beads and flowers, but my father couldn't see him. His throat was poisoned, his eyes were punched out, his hands were cut off, and they were hung on the osmanthus tree in the yard.
His body was eaten by wild beasts in the mountains and forests, and even his death was so painful.
……
In Meng Po's soup house, Su Tang drank Requiem Soup on the first floor. Looking at the scenery on the second floor blocked by the gorgeous flowers, she thought to herself that this is the place where reincarnated people can drink Meng Po Soup. Bar.
Su Tang took out her merit book. There were already a lot of merits in it. She thought about her last life, but as expected, she had no memory.
She asked the system: "Didn't you say that I can have normal human emotions? But the memories of each life will not be left, so how can I have feelings?"
[The main purpose is to eliminate the resentment of the ghosts who are unwilling to reincarnate in the Ghost Resentment Tower, and the second is to allow you to have the feelings of ordinary people.
Although the memory has been erased, there should be traces of emotions remaining. You don't realize it because you are in the world of atonement and only rely on the emotions instilled by the system. 】
After a long silence, the system added: "Very few people can have normal emotions after coming out of hell."
When you came out of hell, didn’t you already abandon the seven emotions and six desires? Why are you searching so hard now...]
Abandoning the seven emotions and six desires, Su Tang closed his eyes. Without the seven emotions and six desires, how could he forget his love? If he did not forget his love, how could he become an immortal? If he did not become an immortal, he would never find his home.
She must have feelings, but without feelings, no matter how much merit she has, it will be useless, and the heaven will not recognize her. The storyteller in the teahouse next door that rings in my ears is no longer the story of Baihuaxian. In addition to telling the story of Baihuaxian at fixed times in the teahouse, the stories at other times change every day.
The protagonist of today's story is a girl who avenged her father. Su Tang heard the storyteller's voice reaching her ears through the wall.
Su Tang heard the subsequent ending. The protagonist entered the palace and became the new emperor's favorite concubine. At the same time, she became a sharp blade for him to attack the powerful family. She successfully avenged her revenge, but she also gave away her best love in the palace. Buried by years.
At the age of forty-two, she returned to Lin'an Fucheng and Sanli Alley, spending the rest of her life guarding the osmanthus tree where her father's hands once hung.
[Does it feel familiar? This is your daughter in the next life...]
Su Tang opened his eyes again and found that he was sitting in a rickety carriage. The road seemed to be very uneven. It would bump every time he lay down. Su Tang felt that his brain seemed to be a ball of mush. I was so confused that I couldn't see anything clearly, and I couldn't understand anything.
Not long after she woke up, the system instilled emotions and memories. She put her hand on her belly in confusion, feeling in a trance. It turned out that there was a little life in her belly that was connected to her blood.
This will be the closest thing to her in the world.
"A Tang, you're awake!" Su Tang followed the voice and looked over. It was a man wearing a long gown. He had a regular appearance but had an unspeakable temperament.
Xu Xu was a little surprised to see that Su Tang had woken up. He got into the carriage, helped Su Tang out of the carriage who had already stood up, and said to Su Tang: "Lin'an Fucheng is just ahead. It's far away from Chang'an, and no one will know it." You, he will never find you again. Here, you will have a new life.
Ah Tang, you are free. "
Xu Xu said excitedly. The horse was grazing with its head down. He helped Su Tang walk on the grass. After checking her pulse, he found that although her body was still weak, she was much better than the previous few days. Then he breathed a sigh of relief.
Seeing Su Tang looking at him with a confused expression, Xu Xu thought, yes, Su Tang can't remember anything, what's the use of what he said.
Not remembering is good, not remembering means that the pain has left, there is nothing good in the past memory, and Su Tang deserves a better life.
Su Tang lowered her eyes. She felt that she should have forgotten something, but she couldn't remember what she had forgotten. She wanted to open her mouth and make a sound like the person in front of her, but she didn't know how.
She lowered her eyes and looked at Xu Xu's hand holding her. The hands were shaking a little, as if they had been seriously injured.
Oh, she didn't forget everything. She remembered that the person in front of her was named Xu Xu, and she had a baby in her belly, who was her most important relative.
Xu Xu looked at Su Tang lovingly, thinking about that person's instructions, and whispered: "Before your eldest sister passed away, you were the most worried about her. Now that you are out of the sea of suffering, she can rest in peace."
Seeing Su Tang staring at his wrist, Xu Xu thought she was frightened by the hideous scar on her wrist, and smiled: "Don't worry, A Tang, it doesn't hurt. Although I can't continue to treat illnesses and save people in the future, I can still make wontons." .
You and your eldest sister like the wontons I make the most. From now on, we will sell wontons in Lin'an City.
My master is not a ruthless person. When you fell asleep just now, I found a few hundred-tael banknotes in the bag. Without master's acquiescence, master's wife would not make her own decisions, so Ah Tang, don't worry, we are in Lin'an Fucheng Won't go hungry. "
Xu Xu did not regret losing his medical skills. As long as he could save Su Tang, he would do it even if it cost him his life.
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