"If you have anything you want to say or do, hurry up and do it. After all, you know better than me what's going on in the outside world..."
"——That day is really getting closer and closer to us."
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Chapter 327. I am you, you are me
There was clearly an extremely terrifying murderous intent in his eyes, but Lin Yu now felt that the 'Revenge Ghost Lin Yu' in front of him was too calm emotionally.
"stop looking."
After noticing some doubts in the eyes of the freshman Lin Yu, the revengeful ghost Lin Yu said to Lin Yu calmly.
"Before the pearls are fully awakened, Lin Yu who forcibly uses the pearls will inevitably bear the negative cost of 'causing the person holding the pearls to be swept away by emotions and lose judgment'."
“…I see.”
After the vengeful ghost Lin Yu said this, the new Lin Yu suddenly understood why his other personality changed the consciousness space into the home that Lin Yu had never wanted to return to before his past personality split.
"By taking appropriate stimuli, the person holding the pearls and jade can offset the negative effects of 'loss of judgment' to a certain extent... It is for this reason that you chose to stay in this place to offset the negative effects of 'loss of judgment'."
"Yeah, that's right."
Listening to the answer given by the freshman Lin Yu, he confirmed the other party's speculation about the revenge ghost Lin Yu and showed a twisted smile like Minato Jingming.
"After all, the original owner of this jewel was a money-loving person. When he was facing the crisis of his emotions being swept away, the sound of the coin tossing offset the negative effect of 'losing judgment'."
"Unfortunately, our condition is much worse than his, so the negative impact we have to bear is naturally much stronger than his."
"If I don't stay here and recall every detail of the past... maybe I have lost my judgment now and can't even judge when to speak, what to say when I speak, or whether the visitor in front of me is an enemy."
"After all, pearls and jade are great treasures. It's not surprising that the negative effects of great treasures are a little stronger - don't you think?"
It was obvious that the other party tried his best to use a relaxed tone, trying to pass over these experiences with great ease.
But now, looking at the other party's distorted expression, the freshman Lin Yu only needed to bring himself into this environment a little bit, and he was sure of one thing.
If the personality who did this was not the vengeful ghost Lin Yu, but the new Lin Yu, then the new Lin Yu now might have been tortured to the point of being completely insane.
"Okay, don't make that face."
After noticing that the freshman Lin Yu's mood seemed a little wrong, the vengeful ghost Lin Yu restrained his distorted expression and said nothing more.
Looking at the 'self' with white hair in front of him, Lin Yu finally understood why he was able to extract the [Master's Seal] related to the power of the Demon Lord Dracula.
In the work "Castlevania: The Lost Mark", the three [Master Marks] possessed by the protagonist are actually the power of the Demon Lord Dracula in essence.
The reason why the devil Dracula became a demon that harms the world is because the most important person to him was killed by humans.
In a sense, he is also a vengeful ghost.
No wonder... How could such a decent person like me draw this evil thing, and three of them in a row.
However, now listening to another me, I thought I had awakened to the third stage, but in fact he was still suffering from the negative effects of "emotions being washed away and the possibility of losing judgment at any time."
Then, there is nothing wrong with my speculation.
"what......"
After sensing something wrong in the atmosphere, the revenge ghost Lin Yu suddenly sighed.
"Think it through. Once something is done, there is no going back."
"Of course I've thought it through."
Looking at the 'self' in front of him, the freshman Lin Yu took the initiative to walk in front of the other party, and looked at the revenge ghost Lin Yu who was sitting upright at this time from a high place.
"We have always used tricks to manipulate the swaying scales."
"You, as a revenge ghost personality who did not intend to control your body to fight, have to bear this negative effect."
"At the same time, as a new personality in the outside world, because someone helped me pay the price of forcing the use of the pearls, I can easily use the ability of the pearls to make the right judgments."
"However, this is just a trick. It is not the real control of the pearls and jades. Therefore, we can only reach the false third stage. As the pearl and jade users, we cannot reach the real third stage."
"Ah, that's right, so..."
The revenge ghost Lin Yu, who had already thought of a solution, grinned at this time.
"Although we are all the product of Lin Yu forcibly splitting our personalities into two, after surviving independently for so long, we have become independent personalities."
"I don't mind giving up myself, but - I also can't guarantee that I won't disturb you too much and put you in a state you don't want to face."
"Yes, I have considered this."
After pulling the revenge ghost Lin Yu up from the ground, the expression on Lin Yu's face gradually disappeared completely.
"But—so what?"
"Whether it's a freshman or a vengeful ghost, in the final analysis, this is Lin Yu's side."
"I am you, and you are me - we should have been one from the beginning. Now, returning to the past state once again may be the fate we must face."
"Ah, perhaps."
After standing up from the ground, the vengeful ghost Lin Yu suddenly seemed to be relieved, and continued with the words of the newborn Lin Yu.
"After making up for his personality flaws, Lin Yu no longer has any tricks to avoid the negative effects of the pearls and jade."
"In other words, if Lin Yu doesn't want to be 'lost in judgment' and 'washed away in emotions' by the pearl, he must force himself to truly master the power of this pearl."
"To be honest, it's a gamble - but Lin Yu has been a gambler since the beginning, so it doesn't matter."
"Come on, this day...I've been waiting for it for a long time."
"After the fusion, I will give up the initiative. You are more suitable to fight against Honkai than me. I will leave the subsequent judgment to you."
"I said......"
Looking at the revenge ghost Lin Yu who looked free and easy in front of him, the freshman Lin Yu suddenly asked.
"You, actually, don't want to live anymore, right?"
"...As expected of me, you saw through my thoughts at a glance."
At this time, the revenge ghost Lin Yu exhaled a breath of foul air, suddenly looked up at the ceiling and muttered to himself.
"Ever since Lin Yu split himself in two, I, as the Herrscher, have been hearing whispers of collapse."
"I have been trying to take revenge and resist the erosion from the Honkai. At the same time, I have to rely on the resentment in my heart to reduce the influence of the pearls on us."
"The reason why I can talk to you so calmly is because you are also Lin Yu."
"If I were to take control of my body... I would probably take action in an instant and kill everything related to the Honkai."
"They have feelings for you, but for the 'Revenge Ghost Lin Yu' who has no direct contact with them, they are not even 'tools that can be used'. They will be killed by the 'Revenge Ghost Lin Yu' without saying a word."
"This group of people includes not only Chen Tianwu who was recruited by you, Su who helped you many times, Walter who gave you the Key of God gift pack, Siegfried who saved you in a sense in the past, but also Kiana who is the Herrscher of the Sky, Mei who is the Herrscher of Thunder, Yuno who is the Herrscher of Death, Anna who is the Herrscher of Ice, and Hua who has both the identity of the Herrscher of Consciousness and the Honkai Beast Factor..."
"No, even Lin Yi, who has the Herrscher gene, will become my target."
"I have already gone mad. As I am now... I should have died a long time ago."
Facing the revenge ghost Lin Yu who was muttering to himself, Lin Yu was silent for a few seconds, then asked a question to the "brother" in front of him.
"Do you have any wish you want to fulfill?"
"Haha, don't you know it well?"
At this time, the vengeful ghost Lin Yu suddenly stretched out his right fist.
"Promise me—"
Before the other party finished speaking, the freshman Lin Yu also stretched out his fist and lightly touched the fist of the revenge ghost Lin Yu.
"No matter what, I will defeat Honkai."
"Well, then, I feel relieved."
As the fists of both parties gently touched each other, the vengeful ghost Lin Yu suddenly turned into starlight and began to flow into the body of the newborn Lin Yu.
Before disappearing, he said to the 'brother' he met for the first time.
"Goodbye, Lin Yu."
"Ah, I'll try my best...Lin Yu."
At this moment, the two personalities that were split into one person merged into one again.
After integrating the revenge ghost personality that had "committed suicide", Lin Yu discovered that his spiritual power had indeed skyrocketed.
But at the same time, he also noticed one thing.
Even if the revenge ghost personality gave up the initiative and even gave up himself, Lin Yu, who had merged with this personality, still had to face that obsession that could not be dissipated.
The Death Soldiers must be killed, the Honkai Beasts must be killed, and the Herrschers... must be killed even more!
I want to kill Otto, I want to kill Kevin... Whoever stands in my way will be killed!
Revenge... Revenge... Revenge!!!
Collapse, deserve to die!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
After the overwhelming hatred entered his mind, Lin Yu felt that he was almost devoured by this hatred.
Now he finally realized that the real Lin Yu...
——This is the level of hatred that should be possessed.
Although the new personality also hates Honkai and Otto who allowed Honkai to develop, and Cocolia who forcibly ignored the casualties of others and created the Herrscher, compared with the hatred of the Vengeful Ghost Personality, the hatred held by the new personality is still too light.
And now, Lin Yu, whose brain was almost devoured by hatred, realized how indescribable the new personality of a "newborn" was in the past.
"But...all this will become a thing of the past."
Lin Yu, who had achieved the unity of personality and character, covered his head with his hands, which was aching as he was about to burst, and looked at the room where the annihilation phenomenon was occurring.
All along, the 'home' that the revenge ghost personality used to remind himself of was gradually turning into nothingness as the revenge ghost Lin Yu and the new Lin Yu merged into one again.
Lin Yu walked out of the house, looked back at the house that was disappearing faster and faster, and suddenly punched himself hard in the face.
"How lame! In the past, I was always avoiding the place I was supposed to go."
"Maybe I should go back."
"Back to...where I was supposed to be."
As Lin Yu said the last words, the Ruler, who had already taken back all his self-restraints, finally completely shattered this consciousness space.
And the next moment, Lin Yu, who returned to the paradise world, looked at the heroes staggering around him and felt...
Ah, although it was what I expected, I still did something bad in the end.
"Lin...Yu..."
After noticing the change in Lin Yu's aura at this time, Alicia said to Lin Yu helplessly with a miserable smile.
"If you don't wake up, the problem will be serious."
"Excuse me - let me ask you, how long have I been crazy just now?"
"Five seconds."
After saying this coldly, Kevin struggled to support his body and stood up from the ground, and immediately helped Su Xian beside him up.
"Is this your true strength?"
In fact, after I merged my personalities, I still don’t know how strong I really am.
but now......
Feeling that the hatred in his mind not only did not dissipate, but instead had a tendency to be further intensified, Lin Yu said sorry to everyone and immediately rushed towards the entrance of the paradise.
Although he wanted to arrange everything before leaving here, but now...
——I don’t want to delay any longer.
I want to go to that place.
We must go there now!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
"I said......"
