Alas, it feels so strange to have parents out of nowhere.
Next, I'd better take a look at the situation and play the role of a normal child so as not to be thrown away by them as a freak.
As for the news that Lin Yu heard later, he was a little overwhelmed.
According to a conversation between Yisheng and Lin Yu's father, Lin Yu's mother was in a critical period due to her weak health before giving birth to Lin Yu.
The husband, who loved his wife so much, was originally prepared to save the older one and abandon the younger one out of desperation.
As a result, now he no longer has to worry about only one wife and child left.
Oh, no wonder he was laughing so happily.
This world is too dangerous. I almost died after traveling through it because of my mother's dystocia...
In the days to come, I should pay close attention to the situation around me and cherish my hard-earned second life.
..........
1997 December 9
Lin Yu, named Lin Yu by his family, has adapted to his current life after growing up vigorously for a year.
Apart from anything else, the feeling of having parents protecting you is definitely better than being an orphan.
Just today, after he celebrated his first birthday, he closed his eyes on the sofa and suddenly heard the conversation of his parents.
"Honey, have you noticed that Xiaoyu seems to laugh less often than other children?"
"Well, kind of, but...what should we do? If we can't find the cause, we can't find the right remedy, honey."
"I asked some friends about this in the past few days, and they said, 'Your son's name has the word 'rain' in it, and rain is just falling water drops, or in plain words, tears', which means we should change Xiaoyu's name."
"Isn't this... a bit superstitious?"
I think so too.
I usually don’t laugh because I’m afraid I can’t stop laughing. Life is so comfortable now, it would be great to be happy secretly.
Alas, but since my mom has said so much, I should smile more in the future to avoid making them worry anymore.
"Well, honey, what do you think Xiaoyu should be renamed to?"
"We just want to avoid the appearance of 'rain' in our son's life, so let's change it to a homophone."
"Change Xiaoyu's name to Linyu, the "Yu" in "feather", and there should be no problem, right?"
Ah, can this change my name back?
In a sense, this is probably a kind of fate.
...
About two years ago
Lin Yu, who has grown up in Shenzhou for more than ten years and has completely turned into a sunny and cheerful boy, is not happy today.
I don't know what his parents were thinking, but they just said, "Hey, let's go travel abroad together," and without saying a word, they dragged Lin Yu abroad.
Lin Yu himself didn't want to run away.
It’s not because he has no interest in foreign countries, it’s simply because foreign countries are dangerous.
This kind of danger is not as serious as the flying peanuts over there, sister. What Lin Yu is afraid of is something even more terrifying.
In this place, his motherland is called Shenzhou, the island country next to it is called Far East, there is a big company in the world called ME, and his father also took him to review the childhood masterpieces "Heavy Armor Armor Alahato" and "Magic Sword God Machine Alahato".
One or two things are coincidences, but too many coincidences becomes a serious problem.
This is a worldview of collapse. It always feels too dangerous to wander around other places instead of staying in Shenzhou.
Although there is some damage in Shenzhou, it is fine as long as we don't encounter those bad things in the modern society we live in.
My home is neither in the ocean nor in the sky. Normally, it is a place where there won't be any major problems as long as you survive.
Alas, but if parents want to come out, then don't scan their nature.
I hope that we won’t encounter any weird things during our trip this time.
One month later
At this time, Lin Yu, who had already experienced a tragedy, looked at the girl who brought him to a house, without a trace of emotion in his eyes.
"Come, Ayu, this will be your new home from now on."
Looking at the boy's demeanor at this time, Rita, who was not as mature as he would be in the future, looked at Lin Yu's uncomfortable expression and didn't say anything more.
The boy had just lost his parents, and for a boy of this age, the blow was too great.
For some unknown reason, perhaps just because of the purest impulse in her heart, Rita chose to adopt the boy who should have been sent to an orphanage after learning that the boy had no other relatives in Shenzhou.
However, it would probably take a lot of time to heal the wounds in his heart.
"Ayu - it's okay to call you that, right?"
"Ah."
After speaking slightly, Lin Yu said to the girl in front of him.
"I'm fine, Sister Rita."
The boy's attitude made Rita feel that he must be a sensible child.
But because of this, Rita felt a bit of a headache.
It is a good thing for children to be sensible, but for children who are too sensible, they will not be able to vent their inner emotions, and they may hurt themselves because of the excessive negative emotions in their hearts.
This child... Never mind. I'm not an expert in this area. I should take some time to ask the seniors at the headquarters if they know any psychologists.
"Hey, Rita, are you back?"
After hearing the noise outside, a little blonde girl walked out of the room and looked at Rita and Lin Yu in front of her.
"Ah, Lady Bianca, this is the child I told you about."
"Um......"
After walking to Lin Yu, Bianca looked at Lin Yu for a moment and immediately said something.
"You have something on your mind."
...Damn, is it my bad acting skills or the Kaslana family's intuition that's terrifying?
"You think too much, this...little sister?"
After actively extending his right hand, Lin Yu said to Bianca.
"My name is Lin Yu, nice to meet you."
"My name is Bianca, Bianca Yulandel Atagina."
Very good, so I have completed the first step of my plan.
I feel sorry for Rita and Bianca, but for my plan, I need to enter the Destiny and gain higher authority and more powerful power.
Collapse...
How dare you kill my parents!
After realizing that his emotions were almost out of control, Lin Yu forcibly suppressed the violent emotions in his heart and held Bianca's outstretched right hand.
Don't be anxious. Don't be anxious.
They will become stronger in the future, and as long as I can use the identities of "two S-level close partners", I will have a better chance of reaching the upper level.
I must have revenge.
I must...
——Kill Honkai!
.......
June 2014
After hiding the fact that he had participated in this mission from Rita and Yulandel, Lin Yu, who had received the news that his companions had lost contact one after another, had now raised his vigilance to the extreme.
This bitch Cocolia is not good at fighting Honkai, but she is good at messing with people's mentality.
Although I joined the mission temporarily and was not written on the mission list, it was only a matter of time before I was exposed to the sight of Anti-Entropy.
Compared to these tasks, what I should do most now is...
I should go find Yae Sakura and see if I can get any power from her.
Yaesakura's strength is not T0, but it is not weak either.
Only if I can get hold of Yaezakura's power, I will be able to stand out and gain higher authority.
As for the bell hiding in her body...we'll talk about it when the time comes.
If you want to take revenge on Honkai, then this risk is unavoidable...
What is this sound? !
After hearing some sounds and seeing everything around him turn into darkness, Lin Yu suddenly thought of something.
Mei Raiden once told Kiana Kaslana that when she became a Herrscher, "darkness that seemed to tear her body into pieces surged in from all directions."
And what Lin Yu is facing now is obviously this situation...
I became a Herrscher?
Damn collapse, you really dare to choose!
My mental state was not right. Sister Rita and Bianca had already noticed it, so how could I not know it myself?
Becoming a Herrscher at this time, I am not sure I can completely suppress my Herrscher personality.
By that time, I...will just become a lackey of Honkai.
Ha, I worked so hard for so long, and in the end, Honkai wants me to be its dog?
I bother!
If you're not sure, just delay it for a while. But... I have no strength, so how can I delay something like this?
At this moment, Lin Yu suddenly thought of a solution.
A very reckless move, but it was the only solution he could think of in this situation.
I tried hard to forget everything in the past and let the desire for revenge in my heart drop to the lowest point.
At this point, after my inner negative emotions have been suppressed, even if I become a Herrscher, the possibility of causing trouble will be much smaller.
Honkai, you fucking want me to be your dog, right?
Then wait, until the day when I fully awaken...
——I will let you know that even the high and mighty gods can have their throats bitten off by wild dogs crawling on the ground!
........
As a huge amount of memories flowed into his brain, Lin Yu, who had retrieved his past memories, fell to the ground.
“Ha…hahaha…hahahaha…”
"What the hell, the vengeful ghost I've been playing turns out to be the real me?"
Why did I so naturally make up words to Bronya that matched my past?
Because this is the scene that is engraved deep in my heart, and no matter how hard I try to forget it, I absolutely cannot forget it.
Dad and Mom...the family I already had, but lost again.
Countless memories that Lin Yu had forgotten returned to his mind, and all the emotions that he had forgotten in the past were also poured into his mind.
Love for parents, guilt for Rita and Bianca, respect for teacher ghost...
All these feelings that Lin Yu should have had returned to where they were supposed to be at this moment.
But at the same time, the feelings that occupied the most important position in Lin Yu's heart also returned to where it should be.
hatred.
He was originally alone, but after traveling through time, he found parents.
