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Chapter 117: About Youth, About Regret, About The Former Her!

Although he said this sentence on the surface, he was speaking to the audience at the scene.

But in fact, he said it to millions of people in the live broadcast room.

After all, the fans in his live broadcast room are really his parents.

Without the support of the fans in the studio, he probably wouldn't be doing as well as he is now.

Therefore, he also sincerely hopes that the fans in the live broadcast room will like this song.

Because, this song was once his favorite song.

This song, in his heart, is no longer just a song.

To be precise, this song, in his heart, is youth.

He still remembers that year, when he just graduated, he was tricked by the school into joining a leather bag company.

In which company, although he holds the minimum salary every month, he does the most tiring work-.

But he recalled it many years later, but it was still his happiest time.

He still remembers when he first walked into that leather bag company and saw her slim.

At that moment, he seemed to see a blooming lotus in a pool of mud.

Later, in order to attract her attention, he took the initiative to act ugly in front of her, just to make her smile.

And every time she saw it, she just smiled lightly, then lowered her head and got busy with her work.

In this way, they spent half a year like this.

Although in the past six months, he thought about resigning many times.

But every time I enter the company, I see her sweet smile.

He also seemed to think it was worth it.

He even wondered if the owner of the leather bag company placed her near the door just to keep the employees.

He thought that such a day would last for a long time.

He also wanted to find an opportunity to confess his love to her.

After all, he knew that he fell in love with her.

And he could also feel that she seemed to treat him a little differently.

Therefore, he wanted to find an opportunity to confess his feelings to her.

But who knows, time did not give him this holster.

That day, he quarreled fiercely with the leader and left the company.

But after leaving, he regretted it.

Because going to the company was the only way he could see her.

As a result, he, who was already in a bad mood because of his resignation, completely collapsed.

A man was drunk on the street.

That was the first time he got drunk.

Then, as if in a dream, he saw a girl help him up from the side of the road.

"Why did you drink so much wine?"

The girl said softly.

He looked at her familiar face.

He was so scared, it was just a dream after he was hungover.

"How did you come."

he asked her.

"I heard from your buddy that you were drunk, so I came here."

the girl replied.

Then, the girl sent him home.

It's just that when the girl was about to leave after returning home, he finally held her hand with the strength of alcohol.

"Well, can I see you tomorrow?"

he asks.

"Okay, where do you want to see me.

The girl stopped walking and didn't look back.

But the voice said sweetly.

"Tashan Park.

"Seven o'clock tomorrow."

Hearing this, he said excitedly.

"good."

The girl nodded.

"But, don't you have to go to work tomorrow?"

"I can't delay your work time."

He shook his head, his eyes dimmed.

"I also resigned."

The girl smiled.

"when?"

He froze.

"Just an hour after you resigned."

said the girl.

That was his first date.

They wandered all over Tashan Park and all the places they could walk.

They were bathing in the setting sun in the sky, lying on the lawn, listening to the song "The Wind Rises" in their headphones.

At that moment, it seemed that the world was beautiful.

But good things are always short-lived.

They are going to part.

"Can we meet again tomorrow?"

"It's in this park."

The girl took his hand and asked him with a red face.

"sure."

"It's still seven o'clock tomorrow."

He held the girl's hand excitedly, and then said.

And the girl tapped lightly on his cheek.

And just when he thought they could be together forever.

That night, he received news that his father was seriously ill.

In the hospital, for the first time, he was stumped by hundreds of thousands of surgical fees.

He hated, hated himself for being so useless.

But for his father, he had to fight no matter what.

So, he borrowed an online loan.

Through some illegal means, he borrowed hundreds of thousands in one breath.

Finally, his father's operation was able to continue.

But he failed the girl's promise.

He looked at the dozens of missed calls on his phone.

He didn't want to take any of them.

He is already a rotten person, he can't harm her.

Later, he changed houses and stayed away from that place.

Then work hard.

Finally, after two years, he paid off all the loans.

He tremblingly clicked on her profile picture.

When she opened her circle of friends, she saw a wedding photo and invitation of her and another man.

And he didn't invite him either.

At this moment, he felt his heart was hit hard by something.

He seemed to understand that he had lost his best youth.

"I stopped and stopped along the way, following the traces of the boy's drifting."

"The moment before I stepped out of the station, I hesitated."

"I can't help but smile and feel timid at home, it's still unavoidable.

"And the sky in Nagano is still so warm."

"The wind blows up the past, when I first met this world in the past, I lingered in all kinds of ways.

"Looking at the horizon seems to be in front of my eyes, I am willing to go through fire and water to walk it again."

"Now I have walked through this world, wandering around in all kinds of ways."

"Turn over the different sides of the years, and you are caught off guard by your smile."

After Jiang Feng recalled his youth, he finally plucked the strings of the guitar and sang his first verse.

And this first paragraph has a very strong sense of picture.

Everyone seemed to see a middle-aged man returning home from afar, walking out of the station wearily.

Obviously, this was his former hometown, but at this moment, he was afraid to leave the station.

Just because there are too many memories of him here.

At this time, a gust of wind blew by, exposing the middle-aged man's two stacks of white hair.

May you go through a thousand sails and return as a young man. What a beautiful sentence.

But in reality, who is still a teenager after a thousand sails have been exhausted?

They have long been aged and polished by the years and life.

In the past, even if the outside world was far away in the sky, he was willing to go through fire and water to take a look.

But now, his hometown is in front of him, and he no longer seems to be from here.

However, the middle-aged man continued to walk forward.

It is still the familiar country road, and the weather in my hometown is still so warm.

It seems that I am used to seeing the sky in other places, and only the sky in my hometown always brings warmth.

Touching the golden ears of wheat on the side of the road, the middle-aged man is also full of emotions.

And just when he looked down at the ears of wheat and looked up again.

He saw a familiar figure.

That figure gradually overlapped with the one in memory.

It's just that the current her is no longer as green as she was then, and now, like herself, she also has gray hair all over her head.

And her once delicate hands are now covered with calluses.

Her once-smooth skin was also covered with wrinkles.

However, they still recognized each other.

On her face, there was no longer the shyness of the past, but a generous smile appeared on her face.

And just when all the audience was immersed in this story about youth.

The tune of the guitar in Jiang Feng's hand suddenly rose, and the pitch of his singing also became higher.

"I used to be unable to extricate myself from the size of the world, and I was also addicted to talking in my dreams."

"No truth or falsehood, no struggle, no fear of jokes."

"I once turned my youth into her, and I once popped out the midsummer at my fingertips."

"Whatever moves your heart, let's go with the fate."

"Walk against the light, let the wind and rain blow!"

Jiang Feng plucked the strings heavily, allowing the emotions of everyone present to be substituted into it.

They saw the middle-aged man again, who wanted to see the outside world when they were young.

But I forgot that the person I love the most is always by my side.

Even after many years, when she returned to her hometown, she would have already become her wife.

Therefore, this song is about youth, but what everyone sees is regrettable.

And those who heard this song, no one cried.

But I felt in my heart that I was inexplicably blocked.

It seemed that something was tugging at the heartstrings.

In the end, he could only let out a long sigh.

Missed, after all, missed.

Time waits for no one, and neither will she.

"Oh, I miss her."

"You can kill me, don't use the first love knife."

"My first love was so good, so good, but I lost her."

"You may never find a purer relationship in your life than when you were a student.

"Well, perhaps the most memorable thing in a person's life is the first boy or girl who appears in his heart."

"As expected of a song written by Feng Shao, there is always an unforgettable point."

The audience in Jiang Feng's live broadcast room all heaved a long sigh.

Who has no youth, who has no regrets?

Originally, these are things that have been hidden in the depths of memory.

But under Jiang Feng's lyrics, it directly drew out the memories in their hearts.

Deng Ziqi stared blankly at Jiang Feng on the guitar.

There is also infinite emotion in my heart.

Will he be the boy he wants to meet?

Maybe.

After all, she had never felt this kind of feeling on anyone else.

This feeling is what she calls heartbeat.

And Reba was also in a daze for a long time when she heard Jiang Feng's song.

She heard from Deng Ziqi that Jiang Feng was a singer.

She didn't believe it.

After all, whose singer is good at medicine.

But now, she believed it.

And it's the kind of belief.

Jiang Feng's style was obviously different from that of Deng Ziqi's capable singer.

Although Jiang Feng's singing skills and voice were considered good, they still fell short compared to a talented player like Deng Ziqi.

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But Jiang Feng's strength has never been his singing skills and voice, but his ability to speak eloquently and tell stories to the audience.

Listening to Deng Ziqi's songs, you may be amazed by her singing skills and high notes.

but

Listening to Jiang Feng's song, he will be completely substituted into the story he wants to describe.

This song "The Wind Rises", the story told is about youth and regret.

Although Reba doesn't have any complicated emotional experience, but about youth, who wouldn't?

Therefore, she also deeply empathized.

Even, a long sigh.

But in his heart, he became even more curious about Jiang Feng.

Is he a genius doctor? But a top singer at this time?

What else is he?

According to Deng Ziqi, he seems to cook delicious food?

No wonder Deng Ziqi likes her so much.

As Reba, who is also a woman, she can naturally tell that Ziqi likes Jiang Feng.

At first, she didn't quite understand, after all, Jiang Feng never saved Deng Ziqi's father's life.

But now, she seemed to understand a little bit.

Of course, the most shocking thing at this time was the male anchor.

He thought just now that the man in the golden mask in front of him was just a blogger with hundreds of fans, so he could handle it casually.

But when Jiang Feng sang a verse, he also realized that something was wrong.

How does this man with the golden mask sing so well?

Even better than the students who graduated from this professional music school?

Of course, this is not the most terrible.

After all, male anchors have seen many people with good singing skills.

For example, the teachers in the college, the outstanding seniors in the school.

The singing skills of these people are very powerful.

What scares the male anchor the most is that the man in the golden mask in front of him has no intention of showing off his singing skills at all.

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On the contrary, he was suppressing his own singing skills and quietly telling a story about youth.

The male anchor knew it was over.

When a top singer suppresses his singing skills and tells you stories with his singing, then you should be careful.

Because, he may have to zoom in.

The fans in the male anchor's studio were even more dumbfounded.

"Damn it, why is this golden mask anchor with hundreds of followers so fierce?"

"Tm, just for this singing skill, tell me, he only has a few hundred fans?"

"This singing skill is just a block away from our anchor."

"Why do I feel that the man in the golden mask seems to sing better than our anchor?"

"I'm going, why do I feel that the bottom of the sea is not stable anymore?"

"Woooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo ."

"Wooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooow."

Even if the fans in the male anchor's live broadcast room are stupid, they can see the problem.

This man with the golden mask is definitely not an ordinary person.

How can an ordinary person have such good singing skills and create such awesome lyrics?

As for the audience at the scene, they were already shocked by Jiang Feng.

The middle-aged man sighed and looked at the ground.

He seems to be thinking that he pissed three feet against the wind back then, but now he lowers his head and wets his shoes.

What if it's a pity?

Back then, she had already married another woman.

Now the children are all soy sauce.

The middle-aged woman, on the other hand, looked into the distance.

I seem to be thinking, if I had been braver at that time, would the ending have been different?

As for the young couples who were passionately in love at the scene.

It is holding hands tightly.

They feel regret in this song.

So, they don't want to let themselves, also become a pity.

Sister Zhou's live broadcast room.

Sister Zhou listened to the song "The Wind Rises", but her eyes were inexplicably melancholy.

Love blows with the wind, but you don't know when it will fall.

The little anchor he used to be has grown up now.

What's the point of being by his side?

Isn't the woman around him better than himself?

Thinking of this, sister Zhou also shook her head, crying and laughing helplessly.

Love rises with the wind, so let love fall with the wind.

Perhaps, this is youth, this is regret.

A luxurious room.

An extremely beautiful woman was watching Jiang Feng's live broadcast with her mobile phone in her hand.

And when he heard the song "The Wind Rises" sung by Jiang Feng, he also took a deep breath.

Then, he muttered to himself silently.

"Maybe, that day, we were just an accident."

"I don't blame you either."

"But this time, I don't want to regret anymore."

"It's a short road, stop and go, and there is a distance of a few minutes.

"I don't know if what I caress is a story or a mood."

"Maybe what I look forward to is nothing more than fighting against time. Seeing you again, smiling sweetly in the cool morning light."

"I used to know this world for the first time, and I lingered in all kinds of ways. I looked at the sky as if it was in front of me, and I was willing to go through fire and water to walk it again."

"Walking through this world now, wandering around in all kinds of ways, turning over the different sides of the years, I was caught off guard by your smiling face."

And just when everyone was still lamenting the regret of youth, Jiang Feng's voice rang out again. .

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