Obviously, you told me...
But now, where are you?
Under the weak moonlight, her face was pale and bloodless, and her eyes were as dim as the night outside the window, without any ray of hope to continue struggling.
Tada-kun, I hate you the most...
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With the end of the final exams, the long-awaited spring break has finally arrived.
Today is the last day at school before the holiday.
In the office of the Minister of Southern Affairs
"Good job, little boy. You have finally raised your level." Looking at the transcript with full marks in all subjects in his hand, the principal laughed and was very satisfied.
"I was not in good condition before, please forgive me, Principal."
"Well, I understand. Everyone makes mistakes. It's okay as long as you know how to make up for it." Patting the boy on the shoulder, the principal said kindly, "During this spring break, just rest well at home. Try to be more self-disciplined and don't be lazy when you rest."
"Tada knows, please rest assured, principal." Qingyou stood up straight and set an example seriously.
"I have already made plans for this vacation. I won't be lazy."
"That's fine." The principal nodded, paused, shook his head, and sighed, "Tada-kun, I'm not asking you to do anything strict before the start of the class. After all, you will be a sophomore in high school after returning from this spring break, and the pressure of studying will increase accordingly."
"What's more, you are the student representative of my Nanchang University, and you also have other miscellaneous matters to deal with. It is inevitable that you will be a little overwhelmed if you add all these things together."
"Don't worry, Principal. Tadoda will plan these things well and won't let the grades drop." Qingyou replied calmly, understanding what he meant.
"You brat."
The principal scolded him with a smile, his tone showing his relief and admiration.
"Just keep up your grades. Your scholarship will not decrease. You may even get a little more next semester."
"Tada understands!!"
"I'm glad you understand." He sat back in his office chair and took a sip of tea to moisten his throat. Thinking of something, he brought up another topic. "Oh, by the way, remember to give a good speech at the opening ceremony of next semester. Don't just give a few perfunctory words and leave like you did last time, because there are still quite a lot of new students applying to our school this time."
"Yes."
"Of course, the workload assigned to you is a bit more." The principal added, looking at the boy meaningfully, "But this time, no one can help you share half of the workload. Work hard."
Qingyou nodded and was about to agree when he heard the principal sigh again, "After all, Representative Sakaki is going to transfer to another school and go abroad during this spring break."
"Is that so? Okay, Tada Chi..."
The voice suddenly stopped, and Qingyou's originally calm expression suddenly became turbulent. The whole person was stunned in place, as if stunned.
"Sakaki representative... is leaving the school?"
"Yeah, I heard it's a family matter, so they're going to live abroad for a long time." The principal sighed and blew the hot steam out of the tea, "Anyway, their big family is very messy, you don't need to know too much, just know that the girl Gui Yanxinmei is going to transfer to another school."
The young man in front of him was silent, his brows were furrowed, and the look in his eyes kept changing. It seemed that he was a little unwilling to accept the fact.
Seeing this, the principal sighed deeply.
Adolescents are really stupid and stubborn.
"She will probably leave by plane the day after tomorrow. I see you have some friendship with her, so if you want to see her off, go ahead."
After saying that, he waved his hand and said, "There's nothing else to do. Go back and clean up the clutter in the office."
Qingyou was silent for a moment, then bowed and said, "Yes."
...
Walking out of the office building, the sun is shining brightly outside
The breeze blew gently, and the hair on my forehead floated slightly, covering the confusion that appeared in front of my eyes.
Qingyou turned his head and subconsciously looked towards the office where the girl was before.
Miss, I'm going abroad.
There are so many thoughts in my head, and the emotions gathered in my chest are so complicated that I can't explain them.
[Congratulations to the host! Congratulations to the host! Gui Yanxinmei is actually leaving, this is simply a great thing!! ]
The system suddenly popped up, its voice full of ecstasy and excitement, [Now the only danger that can threaten your life has been removed, host, we have gone from a nightmare to a dream start again!!]
The system almost laughed out loud. It now understood what it meant to have a way out of a desperate situation. It really was a way out of a desperate situation! !
It had already desperately prepared for its next life, but who could have thought that such an unexpected change would happen halfway through? It's good, it's worthy of being the host.
This is simply a little cow taking the lead, so awesome!!!
[It's stable, it's stable, this snowy night catastrophe can finally be over, host... you can finally stop experiencing the pain of reincarnation. 】
As it spoke, its voice began to cry.
Every time the boy was reborn, he had to feel the pain of the deaths of his previous lives. That kind of pain was simply beyond imagination and endurance.
If this endless cycle continues, the whole person will soon be broken.
Fortunately, these days are finally coming to an end in this life!!
[After you survive the catastrophe, host, you can live the life you dream of the most. You should be happy. Why are you so depressed? ]
"Uncle Tong..."
With his head held high, Qingyou squinted slightly at the dazzling sunlight. He did not directly answer the system's question, but instead raised another question, "Tell me, what kind of person is the young lady?"
[Um, is Gui Yan Xinmei beautiful? The host asked her why] The system did not catch up with his frequency for a moment, and expressed confusion, [Gui Yan Xinmei has nothing to do with us now, why do you care about her? ]
"I just want to know which side of her is the most real." Qingyou raised his hand to rub the corners of his eyes, lowered his head, and walked towards the water dispenser. "I always feel that until now, I have not really understood her."
【Hmm....】
Seeing the boy like this, the system knew that he would not give up until he achieved his goal. After thinking for a while, it had to answer seriously, "Young lady, in fact, it is not complicated, but it is not simple either."
"Hmm?" Qingyou didn't understand what it meant.
[Alas, what I want to say is that it is not difficult for the young lady to understand. The host can be defined as a proud and spoiled fox covered with thorns. ]
The system explained to him, "When facing different people, you will have different masks to deal with them. Loneliness creates patience, and experience turns into cunning. You don't trust anyone, so you will poke everyone you see with your thorns."
[She is suspicious, narrow-minded, bad-tempered, and violent. This is probably what she is like.]
The system clicked its tongue, [If you, the host, want to find a woman to marry in the future, it’s best not to have this kind of personality. It’s okay at first, and you may think it’s pretty good, but after being married for a long time, you will find out how tiring and annoying it will be.]
Qingyou took a sip of the can of oolong tea he bought from the vending machine, remained silent, and did not respond.
He sat down on a bench and stared at the ants on the ground for a long time before he spoke slowly, "Master Tong, I want to see the young lady off at the airport the day after tomorrow."
[Just go, it's fine if you send me off, after all, the young lady treats you well. ]
I don't have any objections to this system. [Actually, apart from the fact that it's a juicer, if you think about it carefully, it's pretty good.]
[She clearly has such a high favorability towards you, the host. Plus, as a daughter of a wealthy family, she could have forced the host, but she chose to give up and leave. To be honest, this is the first time I have seen a girl with this kind of personality.]
Don't you know how crazy those girls were for boys in the past few decades? It's rare to be able to pursue him normally, but what if he gave up on his own initiative? It's impossible, okay?
[Alas, what a pity. The eldest lady's temperament and physique are destined to be incompatible with you, the host. After all, your life is more important.]
The system sighed with regret
Qingyou pursed her lips dryly and tightened her grip on the teapot.
"Master Tong."
【what? 】
"I want to know." ⑨822(0)88 took a deep breath, and his eyes began to change. "What was the real reason why the young lady lived with me before?"
Chapter 48 The one who wants to die is coming
What does it mean to see the first half of a person's life? It's probably what Qingyou is like now. Scenes of the girl's past appear in her mind, like a movie, playing one after another.
He saw the clip of the girl being bullied and excluded by all the children of the same age in the orphanage.
I saw the girl locked in a small, damp room, eating cockroaches and rats.
I saw a girl washing endless clothes in the cold winter while being scolded and bullied by an ugly and fat woman.
I also saw my father, Tada Koshi
Everything you do to a girl
"How could he mind this? Rather, he is quite happy with this." The man in the room waved his hand, with lust on his face undisguised. "Then we will join forces to make this beauty feel great, hahaha."
"Tsk, you two, father and son, are really a pair of bad people."
"Hehe, thank you for the compliment, thank you for the compliment."
...
He could clearly feel what the girl was feeling at that time.
Deep sadness and despair
I am completely disappointed with this so-called wealthy family and have given up on it.
There are also some irony and funny
After devoting so much to this family, in the end, in the eyes of the master, he is still a lowly existence that can be abandoned at any time.
She hated this cold-blooded family, and even more so, she hated herself for not living up to her expectations.
Suddenly, a crazy idea began to form in my mind, and my original character gradually began to become vindictive, cruel and selfish.
For the next period of time, she took revenge on those who had hurt her.
The director of the orphanage, classmates, the fat woman in the custody room, her husband, etc...
No matter in the past or now, anyone who showed a bit of evil thoughts to her would be retaliated by her with brutal means.
Cut tongues, dismember bodies, cut off fingers...
Various means emerge one after another, making those people feel that life is worse than death in the true sense.
Finally, with great malice, he came to where he lived, intending to torture him while waiting for his scumbag father to come to him.
So, this is how the young lady got here...
Breaking away from those fragments and returning his mind to reality, Qingyou lowered his eyes and fell into silence again.
My heart hurts for no apparent reason
[Host... the young lady's experience actually has nothing to do with you, don't think too much about it, okay?] Thinking that the boy was blaming himself, the system immediately comforted him, [The reason why she moved here was ultimately because of your father, and you are just a victim of the wrath.]
Qingyou was silent for a while, then let out a faint sigh
"I'm not thinking about that, Master Tong, don't worry."
Waving his hand and noticing that the sky had darkened, he stood up and walked towards the classroom, ready to go home after school.
【Uh....】System speech
[Then what does your dying expression mean? ]
"Half dead?" Qingyou blinked and pretended to be dumbfounded, "Really? Uncle Tong, you must have seen it wrong."
[...] The system was speechless and didn't want to pay attention to him anymore, but suddenly remembered something. It paused for a moment and asked, [By the way, host, how do you know that the story about you owing money to the young lady is fake? There is no evidence. Why do you think so? What if it is true? ]
Honestly, it's quite curious.
"But it's really fake, isn't it?"
【emmm】
"Because it's too unreasonable." Qingyou continued to explain calmly as they walked, "No matter how much money they owe, a big family would never let a rich girl come to collect the debt in person, let alone a rich girl with her own assets."
"If it is true as the eldest lady said, that my father owes a huge amount of money, then the people who came to look for him are not the so-called gangsters, but a group of police officers who came to investigate."
In fact, the truth of such a thing can be distinguished by just thinking about it, but when he first faced the young lady, he was flustered because of his instinctive fear of girls. In addition, he was always thinking about how to avoid the hatchet, so he had no time to consider the truth of the matter.
Afterwards, various miscellaneous events followed one after another, and the system kept talking about how it had started out like a dream, so he naturally forgot about the debt issue until now when he realized something was wrong.
[Ahem..] The system coughed awkwardly a few times, [Host, after all, this is the first time I have encountered a person with such a stamina value as the young lady, so it is inevitable that there will be some mistakes. Besides, is there no logic in my previous analysis?]
