The room had already become a mess, as if it had been robbed by bandits. It was in a state of disarray, with all kinds of things scattered everywhere.
Like, a garbage dump in the slums.
The young man lay powerlessly on the cold floor, his body already drenched in sweat. He raised his head and stared blankly at the ceiling. His bulging eyes had not improved at all, and were still covered with tiny bloodshot veins.
His face was so pale that he didn't look like a living person. His lips were torn in several pieces by his own biting, and bean-sized drops of blood were oozing out.
He who had barely survived the hell of despair was tortured to the point where he looked neither like a human nor a ghost.
His body didn't have the strength to move, and his throat couldn't make a sound because of the long roar.
The rising sun outside the window proves the arrival of morning, and also represents that he has persisted from midnight to now.
While forcing myself to stay conscious, I felt pain that was worse than death for several hours.
No one helped him, he was like a despicable person performing to the sky, there was no sympathy at all.
[The 25th reincarnation has begun]
[Main quest release:]
[No hatchet within one month]
[Mission Reward: 200,000 yen]
[Main quest 2, released:]
[No hatchet within six months]
[Task Reward: Ugly Pill]
The cold electronic sound of the subsystem rang in his mind, but the boy seemed not to hear it, staring at the ceiling in a daze. He suddenly laughed like a madman, his voice piercing and hoarse, like an old man who was about to die, with only a candlelight left to linger in the wind and snow.
Two lines of tears fell from the eye sockets, flowed down the cheeks to the mouth in an instant, and dripped onto the uneven ground.
Depressed and desperate
A scumbag who has become completely evil is not worthy of mercy, let alone forgiveness.
But he doesn't want to experience death again.
Really, really, really... It hurts so much...
I just want to live as a normal person.
That's all
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"Ding-a-ling, jingle-"
Qingyou reached out to shut off the noisy mind and opened his eyes. The strong sunlight made him feel a little uncomfortable for a moment.
He placed the back of his right hand against his forehead and tilted his head. His eyelids twitched slightly, and under his long eyelashes, there was still a hazy look of confusion.
After a while, as he slowly adjusted to the dazzling morning light, the sleepiness in his eyes gradually faded away.
【Good morning, host. 】
"Well, morning."
98②208898 put on his slippers and walked into the bathroom. He answered with a tired tone and looked groggy.
[Why are you so listless? Didn’t we talk about this last night? ]
"Yeah, I dreamed about some bad things."
I picked up the toothbrush and put some toothpaste on it, then glanced at the table. Apart from my own toiletries, I couldn't see anything else.
Looking directly at himself in the mirror, his calm and indifferent face was still as stunning as before, but a little haggard.
Ugh
With a faint sigh in his heart, he lowered his eyes and continued to wash without any change on his face.
A month has passed since Miss Gui Yan moved out.
Nothing happened this month. I kept my daily routine and breathing plan unchanged. I lived my life as usual and returned to my previous life of living alone.
Very boring, but also very comfortable
Qingyou didn't hate this kind of life. After all, she was used to being alone. But it was undeniable that during this month, she had some moments of discomfort.
For example, now, in the kitchen, he cooked another portion of noodles after washing up.
"Tsk."
Qingyou patted his forehead, speechless to himself
[Host, use the extra portion as a lunchbox. You have a microwave in your office anyway.]
Qingyou thought about it for a while and found that this was the only way.
"Remind me tomorrow when I cook, Uncle Tong." He picked up the soup spoon and chopsticks and scooped up the noodles.
[Okay, I understand.]
"And remember to tell me about tonight's event as well."
【okok】
"Ah."
I picked up the bowl of noodle soup and walked out of the kitchen, placing it on the coffee table in the living room. I picked up the remote control and turned on the TV. I ate my breakfast while watching the morning news.
The plain morning passed by so quietly
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"Hey, good morning, Tada-kun."
As soon as he arrived at the classroom, before he had sat down for long, a male classmate came up to him and greeted him.
"morning."
I sorted out the books on my desk and started planning the day's schedule.
But this male classmate obviously had no intention of turning around and leaving. He bent down, leaned his head closer, and asked in a low voice, "Tada-kun, can you tell me, are you and Goddess Gui Yan really broken up?"
Qingyou was still flipping through the pages of the book, his face calm, "Gui Yanxinmei and I have never been together, so how can there be any talk of breaking up?"
"Really?" The boy showed a skeptical look, "It's rare to see a beauty like Goddess Gui Yan. Don't you have any thoughts at all?"
"So, what exactly do you want to tell me?" Qingyou raised his eyes and asked him back, "I said there is no intersection. I have clarified it on the forum. Why are you still asking me? You don't understand what I say, right?"
The boy was choked by his words and couldn't say anything for a while. After a few seconds, he smiled stiffly and said, "Well, I'm just curious. If you don't have it, then don't have it. Why are you so angry? We are in the same class after all."
After hearing what he said, Qingyou finally looked at his face for a while.
No impression, no contact, um, a stranger
She calmly looked away, not wanting to chat with this gossipy boy any more. "Yeah, you're right. We're just in the same class, that's all."
He emphasized the last two words, and the meaning of alienation was self-evident. The boy's mouth twitched, and he immediately felt that he had asked for trouble.
He groaned in dissatisfaction and returned to his seat mumbling something.
Qingyou was not interested in what he was mumbling. He continued to look at the contents of the book in silence, looking calm and composed.
But he couldn't help thinking of the name that the boy mentioned just now. His fingers stopped turning the pages of the book. The girl's beautiful face flashed through his mind subconsciously.
The originally calm expression gradually became complicated.
Gui Yan, Miss...
Come to think of it, I haven't seen her for a long time since I moved away last time.
Even in the school during the day, she could not see her figure at all. When handing over tasks to Gui Yanyue, she occasionally heard from the girl that she was very busy recently.
Even during the busiest times, I didn’t even have time to eat, and staying up late to handle company business became a common occurrence.
This made Qingyou sigh at the exploitative power of big companies. They even didn't let go of girls who were still in school. It was really disgusting.
But he just complained in his heart and didn't pay much attention to the miscellaneous things in these big families.
Although the eldest lady is very busy, this does not prevent Qingyou from hearing about her praise in the teacher's office.
Like winning first place in a certain piano competition, or winning a gold medal in calligraphy for the school, or getting a perfect score in a certain test, etc...
Regardless of whether he and the girl broke up or not, Gui Yanxinmei is still the gorgeous goddess who is loved by the elders and admired and respected by her peers.
A strong mentality, a deep mind, and all kinds of natural advantages make one a darling of heaven and earth, born to be admired by everyone.
But such an excellent girl actually fell in love with herself
This is really ridiculous.
He sneered in his heart. He felt that feelings were fake and could not last long.
Even if the girl likes me now, as time goes by, this liking will slowly fade away.
Just like him, after more than a month of being alone, isn't he almost unaffected by the girl?
Having concealed his abnormal behavior these days, Qingyou picked up the book and slapped his forehead for no reason, interrupting his thoughts.
Just keep a normal mind, um, keep a normal mind
He patted his cheeks with both hands, took a long breath, and forced his mind to focus on the book, but he didn't know that this was actually a subconscious escape behavior.
-
The afternoon is spent in sleep
Maybe it's because the teacher's voice on the podium has an invisible sleep-inducing effect, or maybe it's because I haven't been in good shape recently.
Qingyou lay on the desk and took a nap for a while, then fell into a deep sleep with a hazy sleepiness.
When he woke up, it started to rain outside the window and it was getting dark outside.
There were still a few students sitting in their seats in the class. He stretched himself and stood up without any hesitation to pack his bag and go home.
At this time, the system's voice suddenly sounded, [Host, a few girls saw you sleeping and wanted to take advantage of you, but when they saw that there were cameras installed in the classroom, they left unwillingly. ]
"Oh, I see."
Qingyou was not surprised. After all, he had anticipated that this might happen, so he had told his teacher about installing cameras long before.
In order to prevent these idiots from plotting evil
"Uncle Tong, please send me the appearance of these girls later."
He needs to be more careful and put himself on his blacklist permanently.
[Okay, host, please wait a moment]
"Ah."
He put on his backpack and noticed that it was raining heavily outside the window. He took out a handful of rain water from his desk and walked out of the classroom.
The weather outside was gloomy, dark clouds blocked the sun, raindrops fell on the ground with a "swish" sound, the wind blew on my body and it was a little cold, and the air was mixed with the smell of soil and wild grass and flowers.
There weren't many people on the first floor, probably because it was already late. The remaining people who had just changed their shoes and were about to leave were probably those who had just returned from club activities.
Qingyou squeezed out of the small crowd and was about to open his umbrella, but his eyes accidentally touched the back of a person who made him stop in his tracks instantly, unable to move an inch.
He saw that Gui Yanxin was beautiful
The other person is standing far to the left, some distance away from me.
From a distance, the girl's figure is still graceful, standing quietly under the eaves to avoid the heavy rain
I guess I forgot to bring an umbrella like some other students.
But Qingyou's focus was not here. He turned his eyes away, his sight passed the obstacles he didn't want to do, and locked firmly on the girl's delicate profile.
He saw that the girl's lower eyelids were slightly dark blue, her skin was a bit sickly pale, and she looked much more haggard than before.
Qingyou suddenly recalled what Gui Yanyue had said to him.
"Sister has been very busy these days. Sometimes she doesn't even have time to eat. She has to stay up very late every day before she can rest."
No meals, late nights, staying up late...
These words came to my mind, and looking at the girl's current state, I suddenly felt as if my heart was being pulled by someone, and it hurt inexplicably.
Under the continuous heavy rain, her back looked so thin and fragile, as if a gust of wind could take her away.
Holding the umbrella tightly in his hand, he subconsciously took a step towards the girl, but stopped the next second.
