Wen He was slightly stunned upon hearing these words.
How could Wen He not remember that period of memory?
That was the most painful and difficult experience for Wen He after leaving his family.
The night before he was to perform on stage, Xiao Huang was hit and killed by a car while saving someone.
So, the last song at the time of "The Coming One" was a dog song to send Xiao Huang off.
And after singing, the cancer cells that were supposed to be suppressed by the special medicine suddenly exploded.
This caused Wen He to cough up blood frantically on stage, and all these scenes were recorded by the program's live broadcast camera.
It caused a very sensational and intense reaction on the internet.
It was also at that time.
Wen He was once again labeled by the doctor with the conclusion that he "wouldn't live to see the New Year."
Because the unexpected rate of virus spread meant that Wen He, who could have used five doses of the special medicine, was now in a rapidly deteriorating situation and only had a month to live.
He was also told that even conservative treatment was not possible.
This was almost a death sentence for Wen He.
It was also at that time.
For the first time, he hoped that he could live a little longer.
— "Doctor, how long do I have left to live...?" Wen He asked weakly.
— "One month, maybe not even that long."
— "Is there really... no way to treat it anymore? I'm willing to undergo chemotherapy... I can pay any amount..."
— The doctor shook his head with a bitter smile.
— "I still want to live a little longer..."
— "I want to live through this cold winter... and die in the blooming spring..."
— "I want to experience the first birthday I've ever had since I was born..."
And these scenes, these voices.
Were witnessed by Cheng Yudie the entire time.
If.
Cheng Yudie saw a god at this point in time...
Then what would she pray to the god for...?
Why did Wen He's cancer cells suddenly freeze after that incident...?
So much so that Wen He not only lived to see the New Year, but also sang three songs at every concert, and his body did not deteriorate further...?
You should know that even if Wen He only sang one song a day before, the virus would spread like crazy without the special medicine...
If there really is a god in this world, then only the system can bear this title...
What else besides the system can freeze cancer cells...?
Wen He had called the system countless times about this matter, but the system seemed to have disappeared and never responded to Wen He...
Thinking of this, Wen He's heart suddenly trembled.
His wide eyes trembled like an earthquake.
In a trance...
His memory was once again stretched back to his past conversation with Cheng Yudie.
— "Speaking of which, do you also believe in the existence of gods in this world?"
— "To be honest, I don't really believe it, but as the saying goes, it's better to believe it than not, what if?"
— "That's a good point, after all, no one has ever seen one, so no one can say for sure."
— "What you just said was 'you also', do you really believe in the existence of gods in this world?"
— "Hahaha, of course I believe it, because I prayed to God when I was at my most desperate and helpless, and then I met you!"
— "I also think there must be gods in the world."
At that moment.
Wen He felt the whole world suddenly darken.
The brilliant fireworks faded in color, blooming in the dark night, and sprinkled down like ink.
The joyful and happy voices around him buzzed in his ears like mosquitoes.
All the light was absorbed by the extreme darkness.
The warm current flowing through his heart became icy cold.
"What... did you say...?"
Wen He's throat felt like it had swallowed a lot of sand, and his voice was extremely hoarse.
His mind was extremely confused now, and his whole brain was like a ball of paste.
Cheng Yudie's short sentence made Wen He feel instantly enveloped by despair.
He had personally asked the system.
His illness could not be cured by the system, nor could it be treated.
But now, his cancer cells have been frozen for so long.
If it wasn't done by the system, could there really be a god?
The system never paid any attention to Wen He afterwards, was it deliberately avoiding him?
If there is no price to pay for freezing cancer cells, why would Cheng Yudie tell Wen He about these things alone tonight?
She could have told Wen He this beautiful news a long time ago.
The only possibility for delaying it until now is...
— If she doesn't say it now, there will be no chance to say it later.
Reason told Wen He.
He shouldn't be thinking about these questions now.
But now his brain was already out of control.
Seeing Wen He's extremely painful expression, Cheng Yudie was also very uncomfortable.
His eyes told Cheng Yudie not to say it.
But Cheng Yudie knew that not saying it was deceiving herself.
[23:53]
"I made a deal with God, using sixty years of my remaining life to exchange for you to live until the flowers bloom on your birthday."
Upon hearing this, Wen He's brain went "buzz" and suddenly went blank as if it had crashed.
His heartbeat stopped beating at this moment.
Wen He's eyes, filled with desire, instantly lost their light.
The whole sky collapsed.
His pupils seemed to be covered with a shadow.
Darkness, deep, and despair.
Like an abyss that cannot contain any light.
His whole body began to tremble slightly uncontrollably.
He couldn't breathe.
"Wen He, please don't blame God, it was because I desperately prayed to it that it descended to my side and fulfilled my wish."
"I know this is something that is difficult for you to accept."
"But this time, let me be willful too."
"I know you want me to live."
"But if only you leave, my future life will have no color."
As she spoke, Cheng Yudie's eyes gradually filled with tears.
Looking at Wen He, who was almost broken in front of her.
Cheng Yudie was extremely sad and heartbroken.
She knew that this news was far more devastating and despairing for Wen He than his own death.
But Cheng Yudie really wanted Wen He to live through this year, and also his birthday.
Although...
Although she wouldn't be able to spend his birthday with Wen He anymore.
But there were still Wen Ze, Gao Chongting, and the thousands upon thousands of fans in the world.
That was enough.
Cheng Yudie looked at the little time left.
Then she wiped away her tears, took a deep breath, and readjusted her state.
"Actually, 'Desert Island' is not for you, but written for myself."
"I was just afraid that this matter would make you unable to accept it, so I planned to hide away and die alone."
"But after thinking about it carefully, I still felt that we needed to say goodbye properly."
"You have been bitter, tired, and lonely enough in this life."
"I just don't want you to be alone anymore."
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