Chapter 227 More important things
"Even without Pure Yangyan, I will find other ways to expose the crimes of the Xiao family and seek justice for my parents."
He paused and continued, "Moreover, compared to revenge for my parents, I cherish the time I spent with you and the warmth and shelter Tushan gave me more. If Tushan is in danger because of my existence, I would rather give up everything, including my power."
"Tianyu...you..."
Tushan Yaya, who was originally in deep worry, was deeply touched by Ximen Tianyu's words.
She had always thought that in Ximen Tianyu's heart, revenge for his parents was the most important thing, and she never expected that he would say what he just said.
"Is that really what you think?"
Tushan Yaya was worried that Ximen Tianyu said this just to comfort himself, so she subconsciously opened her mouth to confirm.
Seeing that Tushan Yaya was so concerned about this matter, Ximen Tianyu couldn't help but take a deep breath and began to recount his own journey: "When I left Tushan for the first time, I was determined to avenge my parents at all costs. At that time, I only felt a little grateful to you for saving me, and I thought I would repay you when I had the chance."
"However, as the days passed, I gradually began to miss the life in Tushan - there was warmth and peace that I had never felt before. Whenever I encountered setbacks, your encouraging eyes would always appear in my mind. I began to realize that although revenge was a thorn in my heart, what Tushan gave me was the indispensable sunshine in my life."
"It was after I realized this that I thought about returning to Tushan. At the time, I was also hesitant, wondering if I should just not seek revenge and spend the rest of my life peacefully in Tushan."
"But every time when it's late at night and I close my eyes, my parents' voices and smiles will appear before my eyes. Their expectations and reluctance are like a heavy hammer, hitting my heart again and again. I realized that escape is not the solution. I must end my past in order to face a brand new future."
"At this time, I was still obsessed with revenge for my parents, but my inner thoughts were completely different. At that time, I thought that only after revenge for my parents could I return to Tushan without any worries and protect this land with you, so that it would be filled with peace and laughter forever."
Ximen Tianyu's words were full of sincerity and determination: "This idea has continued all the way to the border of the southern country, which is the site where the Dao League secret is located."
"At that time, I was surrounded by puppets controlled by Jin Chenxi. When I was in a life-and-death crisis, a consciousness that came from nowhere suddenly took over my body and solved the crisis with ease."
"Afterwards, I had a brief exchange with this consciousness. He said that he was myself, and that when the time was right, I would be him. These words were incomprehensible."
"But since he said he was me, I asked him a question at the time: If I gave up revenge and chose the peace and happiness of Tushan, would I still be myself? Does my existence still have meaning?"
Ximen Tianyu's eyes flashed with deep thought, and he continued, "The consciousness was silent for a long time before slowly answering. He said that revenge or not is just a choice on the road of life, not the whole definition of a person's existence. What really matters is whether you can follow the voice of your heart, live out your true self, and cherish the people and things that have left traces in your life."
"His words made me think deeply. I began to realize that I had been bound by the obsession of revenge and ignored many more precious things in life. Although my parents' sacrifice made me suffer, their love should be my motivation to move forward, not a heavy burden."
"So, I had a plan in mind. Although revenge for my parents is important, I don't want to lose every moment I spend with you. I don't want Tushan to fall into danger because of me."
"I will definitely walk the path of revenge firmly, but I have also found something more important than revenge, which is to protect the person in front of me!" "Protect the person in front of me?"
Ximen Tianyu’s firm words gave Tushan Yaya a sudden boost. These five simple words reminded her of herself.
For a long time, the reason why Tushan Yaya took on the responsibility of the King of Tushan was because Tushan Honghong entrusted Tushan to her before leaving. This responsibility, like her sister's parting words, had long been deeply engraved in her heart and became her unshakable belief.
However, Ximen Tianyu's words made her start to re-examine her own heart...
Protecting Tushan is indeed the responsibility of the King of Tushan, but what the King of Tushan should protect is not Tushan Honghong who only exists in memory, but every living life on the land of Tushan.
Rongrong, Cui Yuling, and even Susu, these are the people she should protect with all her strength now.
As for Tushan Honghong, just as Ximen Tianyu said, Tushan Yaya will not give up on finding her sister, but what is more important for her now is to cherish the people in front of her and protect this land together with everyone in Tushan.
This is what a qualified King of Tushan should do.
After figuring this out, Tushan Yaya suddenly felt a force surging towards her. This force came not only from the bitter love tree, but also from every tree and blade of grass in Tushan.
Obviously, the entire Tushan has recognized the new King of Tushan, and the surrounding spiritual power of heaven and earth is constantly converging towards Tushan Yaya.
"The direction where the power is gathering is... Sister... Could it be that Sister is going to take that step?"
Tushan Rongrong, who was guarding outside the room with Cui Yuling, noticed the unusual movement of power at the first moment. Even though she was known for her calmness, at this moment, she couldn't help but feel excited about this sudden change.
"Go in and take a look!"
Cui Yuling, who was standing by, was also very happy, but she was still worried that something might happen to Tushan Yaya, so she immediately suggested it. The two exchanged glances and pushed the door open in tacit understanding.
In the medical room, looking at Tushan Yaya who was obviously in a meditative state, a look of relief appeared on his face: "Congratulations! You have finally taken this step."
All along, Ximen Tianyu couldn't figure out what kind of feelings he had for Tushan Yaya. Was he a playmate since childhood, a partner who had experienced life and death together, or did he have a faint affection for her? These emotions intertwined, making his feelings towards Tushan Yaya always complex and pure.
(End of this chapter)