Chapter 198: Renewal Mission
"Okay, since Tianyu has decided to deal with his personal affairs first, you should go and do other reincarnation and continuation tasks first."
Tushan Rongrong broke the subtle atmosphere at the right time. She walked between the two of them, her eyes moving between Ximen Tianyu and Tushan Yaya, with a slightly sinister expression on her face.
Since Ximen Tianyu is not Tushan Red Line Fairy, Tushan Yaya simply picked a few simple relationship-renewal tasks. The love stories of these lovers are not complicated and can be resolved quickly.
"How is it? Tushan Hongxian's work is quite interesting, right?"
Seeing another pair of lovers finally get married, even Tushan Yaya rarely showed a gentle smile. She turned her head to look at Ximen Tianyu, her eyes flashing with anticipation.
Ximen Tianyu nodded gently, but a complex emotion rose in his heart. He had never expected that behind this seemingly simple task, there were so many emotional entanglements and sacrifices.
During this month, Tushan Yaya received a total of three reincarnation and relationship renewal missions, two of which were successful, while the remaining one failed because the human reincarnation fell in love with other people in this life.
"It's really interesting, but it's more touching. The story of each couple is unique. They can cross life and death and wait for thousands of years for each other. This kind of deep affection is very moving."
Ximen Tianyu answered this, but his thoughts went back to the last couple who failed to renew their relationship. They were a scholar and a cat demon, and their story was full of helplessness and regret.
However, after the scholar was reincarnated, he fell in love with his childhood sweetheart, so the cat demon could only stick to the oath he made a thousand years ago, waiting for the fate that would come at an unknown time.
Recalling the scene where the cat demon signed the contract with tears in his eyes that would never allow him to be with her in this life, Ximen Tianyu couldn't help but think of his reincarnated lover whom he had never met, and an indescribable emotion surged in his heart.
He began to wonder whether his reincarnated lover was also waiting for him silently in some corner, and whether he had also gone through countless reincarnations and searches just for that unfinished love?
"Sister Yaya, what do you think my reincarnated lover looks like now?"
There was a barely perceptible tremor in Ximen Tianyu's voice. He looked at Tushan Yaya, his eyes full of desire and uneasiness about the unknown.
Tushan Yaya was slightly stunned when she heard this, and the smile on her face gradually faded: "Are you planning to continue your relationship with her after you have taken revenge?"
"I don't know either. Over the years, I have been tracking down the murderer, but I have never thought about what life will be like after revenge. As for my reincarnated lover, I only know that she exists, but I know nothing about her."
"To be honest, I didn't take this relationship seriously at first. At that time, I just wanted to avenge my parents as soon as possible. But after I saw the past of the scholar and the cat demon, I couldn't help but wonder, would my reincarnated lover also wait silently in countless reincarnations, just for the possibility of a reunion?"
There was a hint of bitterness and helplessness in Ximen Tianyu's tone.
"So, you feel that it is because of you that she has become what she is now, and you feel full of remorse and guilt?"
Tushan Yaya stared at Ximen Tianyu and asked in a calm voice.
Upon hearing this, Ximen Tianyu nodded silently and did not speak any more.
"I think you seem to have some misunderstanding about the reincarnation business. Reincarnation is about renewing love, not guilt. If you hold this idea, it will be impossible for you to renew your relationship successfully."
Tushan Yaya's tone was stern as she pointed out Ximen Tianyu's mistakes in thinking.
"Then what should I do?" Ximen Tianyu looked up, his eyes flashing with confusion and help. He really had never thought deeply about the real meaning behind this.
"First of all, you need to let go of the guilt and self-blame in your heart." Tushan Yaya said earnestly, "Reincarnation is the reunion of two hearts across time and space. It requires pure emotion and mutual understanding. You may have owed her something in your previous life, but that is already in the past. In this life, you need to start over."
She paused and continued, "Go find her, get to know her, and feel her current joys and sorrows. Don't rush to make up for the past, but create beautiful memories with her in the present and in the future. Only in this way can you truly continue that relationship."
Ximen Tianyu was silent for a moment, as if he was digesting Tushan Yaya's words. But the next moment, his eyes turned playful.
"Why are you looking at me like that?"
Tushan Yaya was made a little uncomfortable by his sudden change in expression. She frowned slightly, crossed her hands unconsciously in front of her chest, and there was a hint of vigilance in her tone.
Ximen Tianyu raised a faint smile at the corner of his mouth: "Nothing, I'm just a little surprised that Sister Yaya can say such a meaningful thing."
"Oh, do you think I, Tushan Yaya, only know how to fight and drink?" Tushan Yaya snorted, with a smug smile on her face. "Reincarnation is the specialty of our Tushan clan. I have witnessed countless separations and deaths here, so how could I not understand the deep meaning behind it?"
Ximen Tianyu heard this but did not expose her. He just continued to look at her with amusement.
"Okay, okay, I just heard my sister say this when she was explaining things to a pair of reincarnated lovers. I thought it made sense, so I wrote it down."
Seeing him looking at her like that, Tushan Yaya finally couldn't hold back and told the truth.
"So, this is the difference between you and your sister. This kind of understanding of love is not something you can understand by sitting under the bitter love tree all day long."
Ximen Tianyu chuckled, his eyes flashing with recognition and appreciation for Tushan Yaya's changes.
"Humph, stop teasing me."
Tushan Yaya snorted, but the corners of her mouth rose slightly involuntarily, obviously she was not really angry. She turned around and looked into the distance, with a flash of deep thought in her eyes.
"What about you? Have you decided to meet your lover?"
After a while, Tushan Yaya asked again.
"Give me some time to think about it. No matter what, I have to bring the person who harmed my parents to justice first."
Until now, Ximen Tianyu still hasn't given himself a clear answer. He is still more worried about reincarnation and continuation of his relationship.
As soon as he thought of this, his gaze fell on Tushan Yaya again, but this time, his expression was no longer playful, but full of seriousness.
Just at this moment, Tushan Yaya's eyes also fell on his face. When their eyes met, Ximen Tianyu slowly spoke:
"If possible, I would rather stay in Tushan and live."
(End of this chapter)