Normally she would have rushed to the bathroom to shower, but now she just took the opportunity to think hard.
"What's wrong with me?"
"What have I done these days?"
"Am I...still me?"
She tilted her head to rest on her forearm, cleared her eyes and focused, trying to return to her earliest numb state so that she could objectively examine her own situation.
There is nothing wrong with my body, but I always feel dazed mentally, which is the same conclusion I came to before I set off.
The Dreamweaver is still in hibernation, at least he cannot be contacted through the [Virtual Port].
The [Siren Channel] communicator that the Observer gave her is still there. It’s in the form of a small bracelet with built-in optical camouflage, and you can’t see it unless you actively touch it.
I clicked on the light screen, and the message I sent to the little octopus was still the question I had sent when I first arrived yesterday.
Looking through the [Virtual Port Area] itself, the progress bar had risen to [95%] at some point.
Because there was no change and no reminder, Su Xin, who rarely checked the interface, ignored this.
According to her past understanding of the progress bar, an increase should be a good thing, which means that she has become stronger in some place that she has not yet discovered.
But this time the uncontrollable change came too suddenly, forcing her to try to overturn the conclusion that she believed in subconsciously.
"Is this thing...really without any flaws?"
There is no limit to the supplies, and once they are released, they can even affect the global economic situation.
There is unlimited fuel, and all the ship girls are summoned to provide three meals a day. I don’t know how many years it will take to reduce the number by half.
Unlimited diamonds, this actually has no clear meaning.
After all, it was the game currency of the previous life. Now it is at most a large-scale consumer scam.
After all, why would the authorities in reality be willing to use a large amount of resources to make a ship girl outfit in exchange for what players jokingly call "red tip"?
It's just a piece of stone and you can't do anything with it.
It’s similar to the current situation in the world. If you calculate the actual price, you will fall to the center of the earth.
Su Xin thought aimlessly, and changed direction when she didn't come to a conclusion. She thought from dusk till dawn, and every single thing went through her mind.
In the end, she found that she still had no results, and she didn't even have the specific information about [Disturbance].
"So what are [Siren] and [Ember] running around for?"
"Does [Enterprise] know?"
"If the ultimate goal is to bypass the rules and reverse the past...
“I’ve already done that.”
"I changed Helena's life and participated in the Hunter's actions..."
“I did what none of them could do.”
"..This should be very important, why have I never paid attention to it?"
"With my past personality, I shouldn't have missed such a point..."
"so……
“When did I start to be influenced?”
Su Xin thought about herself when she was unable to identify emotions, but later she lost her fear, slowly became cheerful, and kept moving forward, but at a certain point an avalanche occurred.
What should she be like in the original trajectory?
Will she become a lively and youthful girl of today, or will she return to the past when she had low emotional intelligence and knew nothing?
Everything is unknown, not even Su Xin herself knows.
She was still thinking, the room was dark and silent.
After experiencing a huge conflict and being forced out of her comfort zone, she finally found herself again.
She wondered why Tian Cheng said those words, because he couldn't stand her neurosis?
But it is obvious that I was even more stupid yesterday. I brought both of them back without knowing the truth, and Tiancheng was not angry at that time.
But today I said so much in a row, and the ups and downs of my tone were very obvious.
"Like the music teacher who taught me how to put on facial expressions and recite lines well during the high school art performance."
Su Xin was thinking again that Tiancheng kicked over the stool when he left.
It was obvious that even if the other party was angry, he would just put on a cold face and send him away in a gentle voice, without using a single dirty word.
The performance just now was more like her sister Akagi.
I'm not afraid of anything. I'll beat anyone I don't like and kick anyone I'm not happy with.
Taiho and Shokaku suffered a lot in the port area, but they both liked to provoke them all the time, so it was hard to say who was right or wrong. After the fight at noon, they would get together for dinner in the afternoon.
"That's weird, did she do that on purpose?"
Tiancheng's face was badly swollen when he went out. After he opened the door, a waiter holding pastries was standing outside.
Su Xin remembered that she had ordered this plate of cake for the sun. Did Tiancheng calculate the time to go out?
How is it calculated?
Did you just happen to meet him when you came up?
Or did you take a look around before coming here?
"Oh...she had money on her. Did she ask about the expenses when she went to renew the room?"
"She asked me to come back and order food, so I went into the inn to ask the boss just now. I know there is still a plate of pastries that haven't been served yet. The waiter will definitely come?"
"is that so?"
"I don't know, I'll have to ask."
"I don't believe she would do this. I should believe her."
"But I need proof that I can believe it even when I'm not in the right state."
"Ah... I'm so stupid."
Su Xin supported herself on her knees and stood up shakily. "Why didn't you find out earlier? She must have something to do."
"Why did you hide it from me? Maybe it's because it's something I can't accept."
"She just asked me if I wanted revenge no matter what, so is it revenge?"
"Oh... because I haven't killed anyone yet."
"No, Purifiers... count as such, right?"
Thinking of the big-eyed cute guy who was only left with his head resting in her arms and whining and trying hard to maintain his status, Su Xin breathed a sigh of relief.
"...sun?"
After the candle burned out, Bairuan, who was curled up in the corner, moved.
Su Xin smiled softly, "Are you hungry? Eat first. If you can't finish it, you may have to pack it up. We have to leave here quickly."
"...Call...Chao?" A timid voice called her this.
"Hey... I'm here."
Bairuan moved closer and sniffed her scent.
Probably it didn't smell very nice because she was sweating a lot, but he didn't care at all. He moved closer to her and held her arms with both hands.
"Call...Tide, she is terrible..."
Su Xin curled her lips and tried hard to forget the [Virtual Port Area] in her mind, imagining herself as just an ordinary person without any strength, not an invincible warrior who had been transformed.
"Yeah...she's scary, so I'm trying to keep her locked up."
"...So, is it closed...?"
"I need a lock. I have to go downstairs and will be back soon. Just eat your meal, okay?"
"......Um!"
Chapter 1189 Lock up and walk out
If the perception is deliberately changed, then it is also possible to change it back, right?
If the observer can give himself hints and finally successfully fall into the pit and give birth to a baby octopus, then there is no reason why she, who once defeated the mother octopus, cannot do the same.
"If you can't handle it for the time being, then find someone else to cover her up."
"It's just a matter of imagining a new self. It's that simple."
"What should it be like?"
"Ah, if you are here, you need to be bold and careful, easy-going, able to think calmly, and know what is important and what is not."
"besides……"
"I have to be good at socializing. Otherwise, how can I ask others for directions and find Tiancheng? How can I prove to her that I am completely reliable?"
"I am an independent adult. If I have a grudge, I must take revenge myself."
"But how can I prevent her from counterattacking?"
"Um, Lock... Lock... Lock, where are you~
"...Huh?! Ah, sir, it's you..."
The waiter on duty rubbed his eyes, glanced at the focus of yesterday's gossip, and was confused by the other party's warm smile.
"What do you want me to do?"
Su Xin waved her hand, found a seat facing the waiter, sat down, lowered her eyes and kept silent for a moment, then spoke in a humorous tone.
"We did invite everyone to watch a play yesterday, but we haven't collected the ticket money yet. Do they have any intention of paying?"
The waiter was quite embarrassed, scratching the table with a rag in his hand, "Ahahaha... Sir, you are joking. The others... they are just worried about you two, so they talked more."
"I understand, I understand. It's just for fun. Everyone likes it."
"Ahahahaha… ha… sir, you are so generous. I admire you."
"To be honest, we did have some conflicts. Now that she's gone, I don't really want to continue living here, so I asked her if she's paid the rent."
The waiter was not in charge of the cashier, but when he went to the kitchen to urge the food to come in today, he happened to see
The pretty girl looked dull and waited for the shopkeeper to give her change under the gazes of others.
He was also thinking that there was a dessert that had not been served yet, so he didn't want to be shortchanged, so he mentioned it specially.
Thinking of this, the waiter's eyes became a little strange, "This... Sir, I am being too nosy. Your sister settled the bill right after she came back, but when she left... didn't she go find a doctor to see her face?"
Su Xin's eyes lit up and she felt a little relieved.
This at least proves that Tiancheng is really planning something, instead of breaking up with her and going their separate ways. Otherwise, how could the timing be so good?
"Who is she doing this for?"
"Or maybe it was just for show! If anyone asks about it later, these bystanders will be considered potential witnesses!"
Su Xin was very happy. She curled her lips and felt relaxed unconsciously. Her muscles were slightly stretched and the remaining pain from the redness and swelling gradually became obvious.
She then remembered that she had said something she shouldn't have said, so she slapped herself in the face after she came to her senses.
It really hurts, like being stabbed back and forth by a thin needle.
But Su Xin not only did not try to relieve it, but raised her hand to cover it and rubbed it with some force.
Along with the burning sensation, the stinging pain became more and more obvious, dancing on every nerve ending of hers.
"I have to remember this pain. I'll use it as a comparison when I ask Amagi-sister to forgive me in the future. It's better to say that this pain means that I'm not sincere enough."
Su Xin was eager to see Tiancheng, she had a lot to say to him.
Only when she saw the waiter's frightened eyes did she come to her senses, adjusted her facial expression, and pretended nothing had happened.
"Strange, it seems to be another extreme."
"Am I turning into a pervert?"
