She had known about Lafite's feelings before. At that time, he confessed in front of everyone that he liked her, which made Su Xin embark on the path of learning about emotions.
Tiancheng's attitude towards her became clear during the few days she stayed at Su's father and mother's house. After that, the young commander really spent time thinking about "how to give feedback".
For a long time, Su Xin was thinking about how to make a decision and what she really wanted. Yixian had always played the role of both a teacher and a friend.
She taught Su Xin what a "response" is, what is considered "appropriate", how to "get along" correctly, how to treat the "independent individuals" of the ship girls correctly, and so on.
Since two of the four people closest to her had become people she needed to keep a distance from before making a decision, and Helena had her own new life, Su Xin felt embarrassed to disturb her too much.
At this time, Yixian, who was also from Donghuang, naturally became the person Su Xin relied on and trusted the most.
She would share her happiness with the other person, hide in this harbor to talk about her troubles, seek solutions together, and even ask for advice on emotional doubts.
Yixian would always listen to the little conductor patiently, then express her own views, and finally give gentle encouragement and let her come up with the most correct answer.
The overly harmonious way of getting along made Su Xin not think too much. Besides, Yixian did not make any ambiguous moves towards her. It was more of a habit for them to get along with each other.
Because of this, Su Xin never thought that one day Yixian would push her against the table and kiss her, especially in front of the iron-blooded expelled good student - Z23.
By analogy, this situation probably belongs to: [I am ready to fall in love, I have never experienced it, I want to consult my elder sister, but my elder sister attacked me in front of my younger sister. ]
Su Xin, who never thought there would be such an advanced plot as orthopedics:???
"...What about Sister Yixian...?"
"Yeah." Yixian sat very properly, looked at Su Xin and smiled helplessly, "When you were at Auntie (Su's mother's) place before, you expressed to me your shock about Tiancheng."
"I said at the time, 'Only a little idiot like you would be kept in the dark', and now it seems... you haven't made much progress in this regard."
Su Xin opened her mouth but couldn't refute. Although it was much better than before when she was completely isolated, she was still slow.
But she thought that what Yixian did should not have happened, but she was suddenly given an "orthopedic consultation form", which made her a little unsure of how to deal with it.
"...But I have already...I have already made my choice..." The little commander glanced at Lafite and hesitated to make it clear.
Tiancheng, who was sitting in the middle, immediately broke into a smile, soft and gentle, with a sense of confidence and a sense of satisfaction that the clouds would eventually clear and the moon would appear.
Yixian glanced at Tiancheng who was sitting next to him and sighed helplessly, "We know that she has just told us everything that happened to you in the past half month..."
Hearing this, Su Xin glanced at Lafite, who was silent and lowered his eyes, and bit her lower lip. She didn't think that hesitation was a good thing, and finally chose to speak frankly.
"So... I can't give you any more feedback, so why... why are you telling me all this...?"
"Why is it impossible?"
"Ah?" The little commander looked at Yixian who was questioning him lightly, "Because... because I have decided to be with Sister Tiancheng, so..."
“Well, the two are not actually in conflict.”
The strange words made Su Xiaozhihe a little overwhelmed. She doubted whether Yixian, who was sitting opposite her, really understood what she meant.
Making a choice means that Su Xin will not change it. If she really wants to get married in the future, her partner will only be Tiancheng. Under this premise, it is still said that there is no conflict...
Is Yixian planning to poach people?
Su Xin wrinkled her face and advised earnestly: "Sister Yi...Sister Yixian, I think it's wrong to do this, and I don't think I will regret it..."
Yixian saw that Tiancheng could no longer suppress the smile on his face, and she felt depressed too. But she was indeed quite late. She only started after the other party reached the finish line.
But one would have thought that the winner would simply declare the race over, but surprisingly Amagi seemed to just hold the trophy contentedly, the track still open to chase the finish line.
[I won. Next... you guys have to work harder.]
This is what Tiancheng said to her just now. While it was implicitly showing off, it also proved that the other party did not seem to be a person who had no intention of sharing treasures as she had guessed at the beginning.
This gave these laggards the courage to chase the finish line, and Yixian was able to rush to Su Xin and express her attitude through actions.
Therefore, Yat-sen has no intention of giving up, and neither does Lafite.
"What are you thinking?" Yixian said seriously, "From what I know, the number of wedding ships of other commanders is probably close to double digits."
Su Xin obviously hadn't heard of this argument. She stupidly opened her mouth and uttered an onomatopoeia: "...Ah?
Yixian nodded to indicate that what he said was true, and then he began to bring up the core content of this conversation.
“So, we are all looking forward to it.”
"..."
“…”
Befa didn't look around, but his thoughts drifted far away. Based on the few words coming out of the compartment, he suddenly became more curious about his little master.
"...Sheffield?" she whispered to her colleague who was sitting across the door from her.
Sheffield was very nice to everyone except Su Xin, and he gently responded, "...What's wrong?"
"Is the Commander... just like this?"
"more or less."
Beifa was a little surprised. She didn't know much about Commander Su. She only knew his name, age, many peculiar things about him and that he was a good boy.
But she actually didn't expect the other party to be so obedient.
Even though she was born not long ago, she knew that it was very common for a ship girl to have a crush on her commander, because Belfa herself had this feeling.
Mutual trust and reliance are the bond between the ship girl and the commander. It is foreseeable that different feelings will arise as they get along with each other more and more.
On this basis, the two parties who have a good impression of each other reach an agreement and form a contract, which can not only enhance the ship girl's sense of belonging to the port, but also maximize the role of the commander's presence.
If you go to the KanColle forum or browse the commander's social circle, you will quickly find that these things are widespread.
It is rare for a ship girl and a commander to pursue a pair. After all, diamond rings are not expensive. After reaching a contract, the ship girls can pay more attention to the port area and strengthen their combat capabilities from the side.
Even if the commander really only wants to be with one ship girl, it is difficult for him to refuse the opportunity to improve the strength of the port, and he usually will not be stingy with his ring.
My young commander is not mature and is not even 18 years old, but I heard that he has been working as a commander for almost two years. Logically, he should have been exposed to relevant information in this area.
Now, facing the goodwill of the ship girl, he seems very at a loss, which is really rare.
"...I always feel that the commander is too obedient." Befa thought for a moment and commented.
"Well, the master always feels that she is taking advantage of him, and even her daily behavior is very restrained." Sheffield changed the subject, "But who is taking advantage of whom, it is still unknown..."
Beifa is studious and curious: "What does it mean?"
"As a maid, we have to prepare the relevant measures and the required plasters in advance, so as to avoid not being able to find them when we need them. Given the master's unwillingness to refuse... I guess we will have a lot of work to do in the future."
"Sister Yixian, I don't think this is right."
After Su Xin understood what he meant, she sat up straight and tried to correct the other party's idea in the serious tone of "Today's Statement", "Bigamy will be sentenced."
"Really? Putting aside the differences in national conditions, the vast majority of people in the profession of commander have committed the crime you mentioned."
"How could it be?!"
Tiancheng, as the prospective wife, interrupted and said, "Actually, what your sister Yixian said is correct. In the port area where I was before, there were also about 20 ship girls who received the ring."
"This is very common." Yixian then explained, "If you often visit forums, you will find that many ship girls will show off the oath rings they have obtained."
Su Xin was stunned. She really didn't read the forum much. It was only when Lafei watched the lesbian video that she posted a message to ask netizens because she was worried.
At other times, he would either use the school account of [Calling Tide] to help Ming Miao post promotional posts for the "Equipment Store", or see Yubari contact the administrator with the account to request verification of Aoba's information.
Normally, because she has no social contacts outside of Hong Kong, she rarely visits forums that are full of mixed people. At most, she would browse through the books that interest her.
In her previous life, because it was a game, she did hear that players would marry many ship girls, and it was understandable that some players bought rings to improve their attributes for strength.
But in order to save money, she never bought a wedding ring. The large swaying hearts in the dock did not make her make an exception. After all, she knew that games were just games.
But in reality, the gap from treating everyone equally to marrying a ship girl is quite large. In the end, Su Xin learned and accepted it. She didn't expect that this was not the end. To some extent, it was just a **.
"...But don't you find it strange?" The little commander asked in surprise: "The TV series say that love is selfish, and I have always believed so. But now I am suddenly told that this is a multiple-choice question..."
"And I don't think I can satisfy Sister Tiancheng. If... wouldn't the number of dissatisfied people increase exponentially? Then the possibility of you leaving will also be..."
Su Xin was suddenly stunned when she said this, and found that she seemed to no longer be afraid of those future possibilities. The sudden loss of the corresponding fear made her very panicked.
Yixian looked at the commander opposite her who was so anxious that his eyes turned red, and felt a little reluctant, but her selfishness and emotions prevented her from giving up.
"Why do you always assume that we will leave you?" She left the edge of the bed and slowly leaned closer. "Try to accept us... and yourself, too? Susu..."
The slightly warm hand touched Su Xin's cold cheek, bringing a series of shivers. The tingling sensation instantly spread throughout her body, making her mind go blank for a moment.
"Um...wait...why all of a sudden...huh?!"
Befa and Sheffield, who were guarding the door, heard the sound and rushed in to see what was happening. They saw Su Xin's face flushed and she was lying on her back on the bed, shaking uncontrollably.
Yixian paused and stood there, looking at Su Xin who had lost her logical thinking in an instant. Suddenly he realized something and smiled as gentle as water.
"Look...your body can't lie."
"Susu, you are nervous because of me..."
"Although I already know the answer, but...can we take it slow?"
Befa looked at the scene in front of him which seemed inappropriate for children, and suddenly understood what Sheffield meant by what he had said just now.
[It’s still unclear who is taking advantage of whom…]
ps: 2 in 1, this is the beginning of Crystal Palace, no haircut? Not in vain? For formal emotional expression, you can look forward to the proposal scene (/V)
Chapter 515 New World 1
In the compartment filled with six people, Su Xin only needed to pay a little attention to the two ship girls, one big and one small, to safely get through the long journey home.
But when she once again got dry and comfortable underwear from the maid and was escorted to the bathroom to change clothes, Su Xin suddenly began to worry about her personal safety.
Now she is sleeping between three extremely lethal hunters. If they hold hands or touch each other a few times, there will be an extra piece of clothing waiting to be washed in the little commander's space.
Su Xin went to H City this time to support the region and the unorganized ship girls, not to wholesale and sell sports underwear, so she only brought a few sets in her space.
There was no room for her to wash or dry her clothes by hand on the train. If she continued to live like this, she would probably have to spend the next ten days or so completely naked.
"...This is absolutely not possible!"
Su Xin, who felt uncomfortable showing her legs, silently reminded herself that she must keep a distance from the three people before she could think of a way to deal with her strange physique.
After changing his pants, the young conductor did not leave immediately because this was the quietest and least disturbed place on the train.
After listening to what Yixian said and experiencing physical betrayal herself, Su Xin felt that she needed to sort out her thoughts.
She is a sensitive person with low self-esteem. When she encounters a problem for which she cannot find the best way to deal with it, she habitually chooses to avoid it.
Escaping is shameful, but it is indeed useful. At least the duration of the comfort zone can be increased, and during this time, the opportunity to seek solutions can be retained.
She delayed the choice between Rafi and Tiancheng for a long time, because no matter who she chose in the end, it would be a harm to the other party, and the comfort zone of peaceful coexistence would be broken.
The countless novels and animation dramas she read later gave her a basis for understanding, and her inexplicable physical condition forced her to speed up the process of making choices.
After curing [Helena] and returning, Su Xin originally planned to continue delaying because she was afraid that her life would change uncontrollably.
But when she was pressed down on the sea by Tiancheng, she suddenly no longer feared the future.
There was worry and anxiety, but the only thing missing was the emotion called "fear", which made Su Xiaozhizhi suddenly become a lot tougher. This was also the reason why she made a choice as soon as she came back.
Now Su Xin was forced into a corner with no way to retreat. Ultimately, it was because of her completely uncontrollable physical condition that forced her to hide in the bathroom to think calmly.
"...Actually, Sister Yixian is right." Su Xiao, who had no choice but to obey, finally began to analyze herself calmly.
"If the trigger is tension... then if I react, does that mean I was also...thinking nonsense at the time?"
"..."
"...Is this correct?"
The little commander was stunned. For the first time, she felt her own potential bad nature. The education she received in her previous life made her subconsciously resist and feel that this was wrong.
But if he really intended to pretend to be deaf and dumb and deceive himself, it would become an act of denial that Su Xin despised very much.
"...Master, did you forget to bring paper?"
The little conductor who was leaning against the door thinking about life came to his senses, but the problem he was struggling with was suddenly interrupted by someone, making it difficult for him to continue for a while.
She could only sigh, "...Bring it, and come out."
After saying that, Su Xin looked down at herself. She wrapped her coat and pants tightly, and tucked the lining into her bottoms to prevent air leakage. After putting away the suit, she felt a lot colder.
After making sure that nothing was wrong, Su Xin unlocked the door, opened it, and looked at Sheffield who was standing outside.
"You were in there for twelve minutes and six seconds." The maid looked at her pocket watch. "If you need anything, I can help you buy a few bunches of bananas from the flight attendant."
"...It's not like you don't know what I'm doing." Commander Su muttered in a depressed tone.
Sheffield didn't take it seriously at all, and instead reached out to Su Xin as if it was a matter of course, "Please give it to me.
